far away. i am

2007-02-14T22:24:00.001+08:00

erm i moved.
http://juzplainoldme.blogspot.com/

2007-01-29T18:57:00.000+08:00

uh i dun think anyone still check this blog for updates. anw, im juz gonna say...this blog is closed down for now. aiya really really damn lazy to update. nth much to update oso. maybe some personal stuff but haha not in the mood to share. but rest assured, everything's going fine and yea im happy =DD so wait till i'm feeling vocal and then i'll come back wif a new address new skin new song, in other words...A NEW BLOG! ok. so farewell for now.

oh and when i really cr8 a new blog (not too sure if i will), i will paste the link on my msn nick. so yah.

peace. im out. =DD

2007-01-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

uh..ok haven been blogging much since sch started. actually its only the 2nd time im blogging. oh and yea im really lazy to blog =x but i was busy doing stupid videos and presentation for the past few days.

oh talking about videos. SCREW ODAC TCHERS! uh if mr tan happens to see this, dun say out la ok? haha. =x well ill explain the story. well the post philippines committee was supposed to come out with a presentation to show the sch on the friday of this week, which happens to be today. so we spent for like over 40 hrs (yea i counted) doing some slides and a video. the video was really troublesome to make as we wasted alot of time editing the photos. hey look, theres more than a 1000 pictures to look and edit as well as arrange them in order. so yea, we worked hard for more than a week, having being able to sleep only at 12 or even later. so yah we did and did until the video was finally completed.

so we presented to the tchers on the day before ytd. and after the tchers saw the video, they immediately started dishing us with remarks and some of them can almost be said as insults. so yea we're damn pissed. not only dat, our video was rendered useless. the tchers said we shldnt haf made the video day by day and we shld make it according to the diff activities we did. so yah we had to redo the video. oh and there was also one moment when ms lim made weiliang apologise. it was coz weiliang said we got the video pretty late and couldnt add the videos in. then she said "dats a sweeping statement! u shldnt haf said dat coz u could haf gotten the videos on monday" and so in the end weiliang was forced to apologise coz the tchers were staring at him and waiting for him to reply. oh and when weiliang was apologising, she was looking at weiliang through the corner of her eyes and she was glancing weiliang from head to toe and vice versa. how rude. so yea, screw her.

oh lets talk about stuff dat do not make my blood boil. if i carried on i can bitch for hours i tell ya. yea ask junhui or daniel. they know pretty much how well i can bitch haha. ok sry for the language, im pissed.
ok settling dat aside, meiyi came for touch trng today. and yay i finally saw her after so long. hmm...but i didnt dare to go up and talk to her coz there was so many of her frens beside her. so well wish me luck coz ill try to approach her the nxt time she comes back. hope i wun look too dumb.

uh ok dats it. the nxt time ill be blogging shld be arnd a week ltr i guess.

2007-01-05T18:53:00.000+08:00

OK IM BACK!
haha this blog is about dead but who cares.

ok finally im back in sch. dealing wif books, tchers and the like. oh and finally theres odac again. we haven had a proper trng since sch started but haha we still stayed back everyday after sch to do stuff about odac.

ok regarding my holiday hw, im trying to complete it as hard as i can but well u know its real hard haha. but hey im still trying. oh and today i had my chem lesson and mrs tay is our chem tcher. mhao said shes really scary. well at the start of last yr she was really scary man.
i still rmb last time when i saw her sitting in the canteen, i would walk one whole big round arnd the canteen juz to avoid her. haha i was so afraid of looking at her in the eye so everytime she walks past i would look down at the floor. but dunno since when she started to become nice towards us. well i guess we are such adorable ppl. *smiles*
oh yah back to today's chem lesson. we were supposed to produce our chem tutorial and as usual mrs tay went abt to check our homework. and guess wad she said? she told the whole class this, "actually i dun really haf to check this class whether u all did ur homework. the only person i haf to check is huijun." oh fine haha. just like sec sch. oh wait in sec sch my english tcher doesnt even bother to collect homework from me. guess she kinda gave up hope on me doing my hw. but shes a really nice tcher and i miss her. haha see im such a grateful student.

oh yah and today there was the usual cca openhse for j1s orientation. and sadly there aint any really good looking ppl arnd. not the girls and neither the guys. but the real sad thing was...ah something's missing. yea dat some1 is gone. ah...so sad. but nvm la as long as she's not sad im fine.

haha so dats it. my first post of the yr. haf a great yr ahead guys!

2006-12-29T20:45:00.000+08:00

ok im really lazy to update my blog. furthermore im trying to complete my holiday homework which i have not touched for the whole of the holidays until now.
moreover, im rotting at home these days so there's nth much for me to post about. unless u wanna read about how i pull my hair out doing some stupid maths gibberish which i cant understand.
so i think the next time im gonna update is until nxt yr, which is like only a few more days ahead haha. so yea dun bother coming back until then, dat is if anyone bothers to read. ok cya. gotta continue doing hw.

2006-12-26T20:10:00.000+08:00

ok. im gonna try to complete holiday assignment for the first ever time in my life. yepp ive never completed holiday assignments b4 in my life. not in sec sch. i was well known for not passing up hw in sec sch. and in pri sch there wasnt any holiday assignments and i started passing up homework late since pri 4. and at pri 5, i decided not to pass up homework all tgt.

ok dats beside the point. not passing up my hw aint anything to be proud of =.= now, i swear to god, to at least try my best to complete holiday assignments. be it ten questions, twenty questions or all, as long as ive tried my best, dats it. haha ok gimme some leeway la.

ok abt 5 more days to sch reopen. let the pen start scribbling!

2006-12-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

in case i missed anyone. MERRY XMAS! =DD (uh ok abit too late but nvm la =DD)

hmm this yr christmas was spent at barry's hse wif the bb peeps (not boys brigade for god's sake). well we first went for dinner at causeway point coz its close to barry's hse. we started off wanting to go to sakae sushi for dinner. then after discussing, we actually decided on going to barry's hse then call pizza hut delivery but instd ended up in some thai restaurant called "siam kitchen". well it actually doesnt look a tad bit like a restaurant haha. ok so we paid 23 bucks in total wif service charge etc each for a set meal dat boasts of like 8 dishes. but omg, we're so conned. i mean it tastes like the "mixed vegetables rice" (dunno wad u call dat) in kopitiam yet so damn expensive. haha so we ended up scorning and cursing. ok typical of us.

after dinner, we then went to barry's hse for a sleepover. 4 of us played mahjong while the rest played on the 2 psp and 2 coms. hmm...playing mahjong on christmas, how weird haha. its as though its chinese new year. yea so we played mahjong until it was 7am. by then, only 4 was awake. and guess wad? soon was the first to be asleep as usual. then all of us went to sleep except me and eugene. we stayed up till 8 plus trying to make barry's psp work. we didnt suceed so we went to sleep haha. wad a waste of time.

i woke up at 1+ and then we stayed on and slacked. in the end we still ended up playing mahjong till arnd 6pm. haha die la all of us will become gambling addicts real soon.

ok dats a real lame way to cross xmas. i haf some pictures and i'll update it ltr i guess.

2006-12-19T18:23:00.000+08:00

went to soon's hse for a sleepover. long time since we had one at soon's hse. well we were supposed to study but obviously we didnt. ended up watching some dumb thai horror movie which is not the least scary and instd very dumb and stupid. we didnt finish the movie, only watched disc1 and we decided to switch over to tokyo drift. however we cant seem to find the movie so we ended up doing nth. well eugene started his friendster stalking as usual. juz then, soon went off to call or to receive a call from...aiya u know who. doing nth, we then went to slp. today morning was boring too, we played ps2 and slacked. and went home? and yea so here i am. dats it. =(

2006-12-17T23:19:00.000+08:00

2006-12-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

ok. this post is regarding some stupid thoughts dat have been running thru my mind these days. i feel dat, we have gone overboard. well i really cant stand all the bastarding dat is going on. i mean look, ppl never really do anything against us so why must we kb her so terribly? oh and not only her. ok here goes, i dun give a shit if anyone comes and kb me too. i mean hey why kb kristine pearly and maybe shu han until this extent? i dunno who else is on the list but do they really deserve this much bastarding? the stuff i hear, is really damn hurtful. and if i was any single one of them, there's no telling wad i'll do. lots of time during the mass convr bastarding session, i would juz keep quiet or alt tab away. i mean damn, i feel guilty even merely looking at the stuff dat is being said. ok i do kb sometimes when im pissed. but at least not to dat extent whrby its as though they are worse than shit. ok yea maybe sometimes i dun really like kristine, but hey, when i read some of the comments, i actually side kristine. its not like they killed ur whole family. u say they kb. but u are stooping to their lvl if u kb them back. man urgh. screw this.

ok if u say im trying to act mr nice guy or something, suit urself. and don't come kbing me saying why i leak out and all. if u guys dare to say it, why not admit to it? who knows, one day i may be the one being backstabbed.

2006-12-13T11:43:00.000+08:00

well had adjam yesterday (adventure jamboree)
its an annual joint event hosted by the universities in singapore for the jc odacs to compete (not sure if poly too). it was fun but damn tiring.

ok we were all divided into 10/9 groups i think. and the group i was in was called junkies. hmm ok haha junkies mean drug addicts or addicts i think. we had 2 GLs, joyce and robbin. i was in the same group as alex and shu han. my group was quite nice, especially 1 guy named junhan. haha dat guy is a joker man. at first when we all sat down in the lecture room wif our groups. junhan was wearing a singlet and his arm muscles are damn big. so its quite scary coz he looked damn strong. he walked down and threw his bag onto the table, then quietly sat at the side. he kinda looked like a professional killer or something haha. oh and he looks quite alike wif the basketball alvin, not alvin kwok dat joker.
then me and alex were like "omg. so fit". haha we even said we didnt wan to sit near him coz we look damn weak beside dat guy.

then we had a break, and we were all supposed to change into the adjam shirt dat was given to us. juz then, junhan turned around to talk to his fren. and guess wad, the way he talks is quite funny and u can kinda feel dat he's a joker haha. so me and alex was quite surprised. we all then started out by playing some little station games. and yea, we kinda sucked at these games =x

after dat, we then set off to the real thing, or at least half of the real thing. we started trekking singapore, or maybe taking buses arnd singapore to diff checkpoints located over the island. at the diff checkpoints, we have to do some stuff. like there was a rock climbing station. i tot i would make my team lose at this station coz of my sweaty palms rendering me unable to climb. in the end the rock wall was so easy. much easier then dat one at sch.

having completed dunno how many checkpoints, we had our dinner at maxwell food centre coz our last station was there. our GL told us to haf a short dinner there coz we had to cook our own food ltr at labrador park. oh btw robin is kinda the slacker. but he's willing to chiong wif all of us did. haha quite a nice guy. but he smokes =/ haha when we were trekking, he was smoking. said it made him awake at nite haha.

after dinner, we went to labrador park to gather wif the other groups. we first played a game of laser quest. haha yea laser quest at labrador park. its those combat games whr u were given a laser gun and a suit dat detects laser. haha so u have to shoot ur enemies down while hiding behind trees and chairs. the team wif the least death wins and oh, there was friendly fire too. haha i took the smallest gun, the spitfire. it has least range but shoots pretty fast and has kinda a shotgun effect whr by the laser effect was quite big. so i had to chiong in front to finish their team off.

at the start, i tried to run in front but couldnt was there was tons of ppl sniping from far. then i tried to shoot but the range was too short haha. so i died 2 times killing only 1 person. after dat, i anyhow chiong and managed to kill 3 before i died. haha one kill was damn stupid. coz the battlefield consisted of a toilet. then i was behind the toilet hiding when i hear the gun reloading sound coming out from the male toilet. obviously i juz stuck my gun in and started spraying. and i heard jiahao shouting "omfg" and haha he died. then yuanxiao was inside the toilet too and he stuck his gun out and fired 1 shot at me. haha but i still had 3 lifepoints then and obviously i ran. oh and the opposite team was damn sneaky. they went into the forest behind the toilet so we cannot see them at all. oh and there was one part when i hid behind a chair. there was a couple kissing behind me and i was quite embarrased to disturb them. coz the stupid gun noises were quite loud and they took glances at me haha. =x

after dat, we cooked dinner and had a group sharing session. being clumsy as usual, i toppled a plastic bag and dropped almost all of the chicken meat onto the floor. yea its my fault again...i think trouble follows everywhr i go. firstly, losing my wallet in the philippines. then breaking 2 spades. now, dropping all of the chicken meat onto the floor. ah ok i am dumb. oh and there's this girl named vicky in our group. she's like a 2nd linkang, totally owned us. wadeva she said, we juz couldnt shoot her back haha. oh and after dat, when we all gathered to move on, i was "taupoked" by like 15 ppl la. damn pain. coz i ran arnd smearing raw chicken juice on alot of ppl's face. haha =x

from labrador, we moved onto sentosa, whr the real tiring business starts. oh and it was alrdy like midnight when we went there. so we walked and walked like mad around the whole island. i think we all memorised the whole map of sentosa alrdy. haha. so we brisk walked until 7am in the morning. yea damn tiring. oh yah the whole while we were walking, we were laughing at a girl we nicknamed loudhailer. ok quite bad la but it was coz during one group's cheering, there was this girl dat shouted so damn loud and clear so we nicknamed her loudhailer. haha yea.

we were then dismissed. however, almost the whole of pjc odac went to the beach and played beach volleyball. uh ok then we went home. damn i haf to go now.

2006-12-07T15:39:00.000+08:00

oh shoot me dead. please.

2006-12-04T10:28:00.000+08:00

spent a night out as well as in (at dicky's hse) with my sec sch buddies yesterday. haha yea dicky i repeat. haven seen him in ages haha. yepp he seldom goes out wif us haha. and guess wad...he's juz as tall as ever and im still as short like i used to be. but hey, its not my fault dat im born this way. ok nevermind about dat.

ok we initially wanted to had dinner cum pool as usual at bukit timah. but dang, its hella boring if u keep going to the same place over and over again. moreover, peeps like junqin had sch the next day and doesnt want to reach home too late, thus we ended up eating dinner rite at lot1. =.=
yepp we went to eat at kfc and stupid lincoln kept complaining about the fats and fats in the chicken. haha he even picked up one chunk of fatty meat and said, "here wad im holding is, a bypass surgery." haha what the hell.

ok after kfc, we went to dicky's hse for a sleepover. yea i think dat the only one time in our lifetimes dat we get to sleepover at dicky's hse. dats coz his whole family is oversea i think. and guess wad we did when we were there. we danced the stupid playstation dance game like the one in the arcade "dance dance revolution". haha what the hell how dumb. we were more like monkeys jumping on the stupid game pad. and i tell u, it's a frickin gd way to exercise. juz playing for a short while and all of us were tired and sweating. ok after playing dat dumb game, we played another dumb game, wwe. ok dats a wrestling game if u dunno wad it is. and i tell ya, dicky and lincoln are gays. u know wad they did? they used 2 big guys and fought with one woman. wow how gay. summore they keep whacking and whacking but refuse to pin and win the match. after dat juz played fifa street and then went to "sleep".

we all slept in one room altho the whole hse is empty coz we didnt wan to be rude. actually even if we wanted, dicky wouldnt let us haha. ok so we all went into the room to sleep. but we ended up talking for god knows how long. we talked crap until only me and rk were awake. we continue to chat chat until it was 6am in the morning and we were supposed to wake up at like 7am. great. we decided to take a power nap but in the end we ended up oversleeping till about 8 haha. and yea as usual im the last to wake up. ah..>.<

2006-12-03T13:05:00.000+08:00

hmm...ok im lazy to write up all the other days. to read wad happened, check out minghao and daniao's blog. i think they wrote wad happened bah. haha =x

2006-11-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

Day 2.

we woke up at like 5.30am to wash up and then to have breakfast at 6.30am. i wasnt late but i was the last to wake up in my room. haha. im a heavy sleeper. breakfast was bread and eggs. nth much. after eating, we then left for our GK site. the place we're gonna build hses on.

upon reaching, we had to split into our work groups and was given a task to do. my work group included me, maio sia, siew li, guo wei and oliver. my task was painting, a very relaxing job. haha so i painted for the whole of 3hrs and yay i did a better job than guowei. haha im sure guowei failed art thruout primary and secondary school. so we painted and dats it i guess. oh did i mention dat the sun could kill? there are no clouds in tarlac city. yes totally no clouds coz there's no river or sea nearby. oh and tarlac city is known as the hottest place in the philipines haha. not a very nice place to be building hses at.

after dat, we went to GK Kawal Kalinga Village, the village we were supposed to go to for the next 3 days. we had lunch there and i tell u, the packed lunch they gave us aint very good haha. singapore food is much better. after eating, we interacted with the kids there. this time, we taught them how to sing the "friendship song", actions included. the local kids did their part too by singing us some philipino song and a tarlac city cheer i guess. the cheer went "boom! tarlac tarlac! boom! tarlac tarlac! boom! tarlac tarlac! Boom! Boom! Boom!" haha. quite dumb but the kids were very cute when they did this.

then, we went to town for our dinner at a food outlet called chowking. it is a chinese food restaurant and so we ate chinese food. its like a "mixed vegetables rice" plate or something like dat. dunno wad u call it haha. after eating, we were given a short while to buy some groceries at the nearby supermarket. we bought tidbits and some of us bought drinking water. well, the water from the taps in philipines is not potable and even boiling doesnt let u drink it. so we had to buy our water instead. and for every 2 days, we were given 6 litres of water for each room. luckily water is given at the worksite.

having eaten and bought our groceries, we headed back to our hotel and we had a GK session. An empowerment talk as well as group sharing. once again, the guides gave us speeches on GK to motivate us. blah blah blah and dats the end of day 2. we then sat arnd in 1 room and talked crap b4 some of us went to sleep (me included) while the rest played poker.

2006-11-30T19:50:00.000+08:00

ok. back to the philipines trip.
day 1...

we gathered at like 7am at changi airport i think. and this time, no one was late. surprising huh? but yepp no one was late. we checked in our luggage, and then had free time b4 we enter the departure hall. oh and we were bored idling in the airport and so, we decided to do something stupid like always. we had these ribbons wif us which is used to tie our luggage for recognition. then, dunno who started pulling the strings outta the ribbon. juz then, soon suggested dat we start playing tricks on people. 2 of us were to hold the string and walk far apart, and people would get entangled in the string. we started off teasing our own people but eventually, strangers got tangled too. haha it was an accident but well...haha. luckily they didnt get angry or wad. but one indian guy's face was very angry but he didnt know it was us i think. haha oopsies.

ok on the airplane. i sat beside zang and we talked crap and blah blah. well a flight is nth special and so nth much happened.

after alighting from the plane, we arrived at the PAL international airport. and the airport didnt seem to be as great as i imagined. i thought altho it's not as gd as changi, i thought it would be like the airport i was at the last time i went to south korea. but dang, it was quite lousy, to put it frankly. but overall it's still ok. but the worse thing is, i fucking lost my wallet there. yes, i LOST my wallet. on the first day. how great huh? $120 worth of sing dollars juz flew away like dat. along went my ez link card and my new wallet. ah fuck. not a very experience i would say.
luckily kenneth brought along alot of pesos and i borrow $50 worth of pesos from him.
oh then we met our tour team leaders, yroll, leah, claude and ryan. they're a great bunch and i still miss them now.

ok our first destination after reaching philipines was a Tarlac GK site visit, GK Amalia village. when we arrived, the sky was already dark and pitch black altho its only 5pm. there is no time difference between singapore and philipines althought its mines apart, dats why it turns dark so early. We interacted with the people there and dats about it. we didnt actually interact alot. only said a few words and the rest of the section was taking photographs. haha the kids there like pictures alot. if u haf a camera and u start shouting "ok ready 1 2 3!" they will all swarm to the area ure pointing at. haha scary.

after dat, we went to our hotel, Asiaten Hotel in Tarlac City. oh the hotel aint very nice. ok they've got a decent bed dat u can sleep on but the water and the toilet totally sucks. the water smells of iron and thus it smells like blood. the toilet? smells like there's a ton of stale fish in there. haha really. so everytime i bathe, i would try to breathe as little as possible haha. and my roommates were minghao and gerald. hmm quite nice i guess. then we had dinner at hotel i think. i cant really remember.

after dat, we had our briefing and orientation. the guides introduced themselves and we introduced ourselves too. they explained the aim of GK and wad it means. as well as wad bayani han. bayani han means heroes movement when all the heroes get tgt. and yay! im a hero! haha how lame.

the little session ended 2hrs later and finally, we get to sleep. but obviously, we didnt sleep. we actually wanted to haf a little "mos" or "club momo" in one of the hotel rooms but it was too noisy. there is no soundproof doors and the walls are actually plasterboards, meaning to say it's 2 pieces of wood and hollow. haha so wad u say the room besides urs can hear it word by word. no wonder they say the walls have ears. so, we ended up playing cards instead. and the loser has to drink liquor. well, weiliang bought a litre of absolute vodka. i was the biggest loser. the game we played was "in between" aka "shooting goals" in chinese. and out of all the rounds we played, i didnt even win 1 round at all. yea, im damn unlucky at the philipines. firstly, my wallets, next a card game. oh and the times i had to drink double was twice of me having to drink single time. haha how great. and like dat, the first day ended.

2006-11-30T14:46:00.000+08:00

dang, my msn is spoilt and yay im the only one dat is unable to log in. =.=
ok im back from my phillipines trip.
the trip was fun, enriching, touching and somewhat tiring.
we spent 6 days there, working for a volunteery charity organisation group called Gawa Kalinga which mission is to build a new nation outta philipines thru building new homes for the poor people.
hmm...ill start blogging day by day abt the whole philipines trip. it was fun and ya u all shld go try building hses someday. =DD

2006-11-21T13:05:00.000+08:00

actually. ytd's incident let me get some things straight.
sometimes, u realized dat people u placed deep in ur heart, do not treat u the way u treat them. u help them in need. but where were they when u needed them?

2006-11-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

true frens. i wonder.

2006-11-18T14:40:00.000+08:00

its the end of school and i'm glad i joined odac. uh yea reality knocks me late haha. well, at first in secondary school, i heard about odac, and i was like "outdoor activities club huh...sounds cool." and yepp i kinda was interested in it. but during my first 3months in pjc, i heard from soon about odac activities and i was like "oh...odac. such a lie. why not call it pe club instead?" i mean those usual odac session we haf during school days are really like pe lessons. you do ur warm up, do a little bit of physical training, then ure off to play some dumb game like frisbee or captain ball. and they call themselves outdoor activities club. wow, my foot. and i actually decided dat odac sucks. but soon somehow dragged me in, moreover i didnt wan to go back to badminton and i couldnt find the archery notice board. so i guess its pure luck dat i joined odac.

and yepp ive joined odac and im enjoying it. i like my fellow odacians. ok maybe not some. but majority of them, yes. ok yes we do conduct pe lessons in school. but the stuff we do tgt, those dumb ass stuff like me and linkang "knocking down the walls of mankind" is actually fun. well im a dumb person so i enjoy dumb stuff haha. so do i like the usual after odac soccer sessions. and i tell ya, when odac goes outta sch, its really fun. well we go to camps and stuff and yea its fun. ok maybe the hike on belumut was hellish, but its fun! haha im not talking sense hohum. oh actually i do love the odac "pe lessons" on wednesdays and fridays coz there's always something to watch on the field. ok it's someone and not something. haha. *smiles widely* =DDDDDDD

oh and odac went to pulau ubin yesterday. it was an unofficial training so it was optional due to the tchers not going wif us. and yah luckily no stupid tchers. well, in the end only the usual peeps and a few girls went coz we had to freaking wake up so early in the morning. i mean we were supposed to report at like 8 or 9 at the changi jetty. well i 4got which was it haha. so we went being dead beat tired and looking like zombies. and remember, we were supposed to cycle.

well, when we reached at changi, it started to rain. great huh. such a nice day for cycling huh. but it kinda stopped and so we took the boat to ubin. we rent our bikes and started cycling to the camp site at the beach. we reached there and then slacked for a while coz it was raining. we played murderer and the 2 losers were soon and siew li. soon did his forfeit by dancing "beans dont lie", his rendition of hips don't lie haha. very dumb la. every1 was laughing la.

the rain sorta stopped then we cycled to another beach. the ground was wet though so it was abit slippery. we reached there and did nth much once again haha. after dat, we went for lunch near the jetty. oh and ubin's food is juz as expensive as those in mainland. i thought it was supposed to be cheaper but nah it wasn't haha. after having lunch, wyner and some of the others suggested dat we go to some place to cycle. it was some sorta of a dirt track and they said it was exciting cycling there. so we went there. at first we had to push our bikes up like hell. and yea the slope is steep and we all were tired pushing our bikes up. however, the down hill part was fun. for the first slope i didnt apply any brakes at all and it was fast like hell. summore the ground was wet so it was quite scary.

however, at the 2nd slope, there was an accident. maio sia's bike slipped and she kinda flew off her bike. and omg the floor had alot of stones so she got hurt quite badly. i was juz behind her and i managed to steer right. but daniel's bike knocked the fallen bike and he flew and did a front flip. omg it was so scary la. bikes flying. luckily i didnt fall. dunno why but eve also got hurt. i think it was coz zang stopped his bike when he saw the accident and eve's bike knocked into his. maio sia was hurt quite badly and was bleeding. so siew huai did some first aid on her. maio sia did cry i think and gahh we all didnt know wad to do. oh and daniel's bike's front wheel was badly twisted coz the bike flew.

in the end, maio sia stopped crying and i think she was abit shocked for quite a while. daniel on the other hand had to push his bike on one wheel. so we went back to the jetty and returned the bike. oh and im not quite sure but i think the store owner didnt press us to pay up for the front wheel.

so we went back and i reached home at around 9. after bathing and eating my dinner, i went to bed immediately. too tired for anything else haha. actually wanted to go online to chat for a while but my sis was using the com. i then fell asleep while waiting on my bed for the com haha. oh and i woke up at 12+ today so i slept like 15 hrs in total. the alarm didnt wake me up today so i missed soccer today morning. haha wasted.

2006-11-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

hmm i juz realised dat this song sounds wrong. the lyrics i mean. yah i juz wanna say i merely randomly post songs and yupp no meaning behind it. haha. nah i think diff from the song.

2006-11-16T19:59:00.000+08:00

woots! finally logged on to msn after the stupid prob.

hmm...went to wyner hse to thon ytd nite. roughly 10 of us went to his hse for a sleepover. we all sat in junhui's dad lorry. and did i mention dat junhui's dad is such a nice guy dat he offered to fetch us twice. oh and so we sat in the lorry. hmm...hey actually sitting at the back of a lorry at night is pretty refreshing. the wind is like so cold and its kinda fun actually. haha. we talked alot of cock on the lorry. stupid alvin once again rattled bullshit on and on. haha he nvr fails to talk cock thru'out.

oh then when we arrived, wyner was playing dota. and he freaking made us stand juz right in front of the door for 20 whole minutes. there was 10 of us mind you. haha so dumb. then his neighbour next door even came out to ask whos the one dat keeps knocking? so we went in la. duh. we played mahjong, watched tv and dats abt it. oh, wyner wif his superb acting skills actually bluffed us dat we had to sleep at 12 and we were not allowed to play mahjong coz his sister is having her o'levels the next dat. at first we were skeptical, but wif wyner's superb acting, we stupidly believed lol. dat was until he carried out the mahjong desk haha. however, in the end we really had to leave coz his dad has people coming to his hse.

so, we went to junhui's hse instd. and yea we sat on junhui's dad lorry once again. see? dats one hella nice guy. haha juz like me =X or at least wad i aim to be. hmm...so we went to his hse instd. we once again played mahjong and watched movies. this time we watched only 2 shows. inside man and american pie 4 band camp. haha the second is really dumb. but oh well, its jason's type of show. colourful. haha =DD

the first show was nice. but we had alot more fun wif the 2nd. ok we didnt do anything dirty mind you. we kept laughing at the 2nd one coz it was so brainless. the whole show is filled with dirty jokes and vulgarities. haha and actually, we do find the guy spouting vulgarities cool, coz he kinda brought spouting vulgarities to a whole new level. haha how dumb. oh and jason slept in the midst of the show. then we all decided dat he slept coz the nudity in the show is not as good as those in his com and thus it was boring to him. haha. ok we're kidding.

after the movie, some of us went to sleep while the others went to mahjong or dota. then i decided not to play mahjong this time round. actually i wanted to play, but since we had more than enuff players, i decided not to play then. haha yepp mr nice guy in action. haha =DD then apparently watching dota in the dark aint fun either, so i went to sleep instd. and hey, this is the first time i slept so early during a sleepover. i usually sleep last or somewhr near dat coz i have too much energy in me, but stupid morning gym and soccer has taken a toll on me i guess.

oh and i woke up pretty late this morning. and we haf to go to tan tock seng for our injections. and junhui woke up so late dat we were late. uh ok dats confusing haha. er so we went to tan tock seng and had our injections done. oh and do you know dat minghao is afraid of injections? haha. he was so nervous la haha. hmm...we then slacked after leaving tan tock seng and then go home i guess. yepp dats it, 1 wasted day dat is. haha.

2006-11-15T15:31:00.000+08:00

uh, odac went to the school gym today. we first started out singing some stupid dumb song dat we were supposed to sing for the pinoys or phillipinos( i dunno wad u call ppl from phillipines) for our odac trip. after singing, we then entered the gym. well, wad more can be said about the gym... oh, we were supposed to sit down for a debrief. then linkang was gonna sit on one of the exercise balls. being bored and having nth better to do like normal, i went to kick the ball and linkang sat onto empty air instead. so he fell onto the ground. haha luckily he didnt injure himself. he sat quite smoothly tho haha. =x ok i know im stupid haha.

after gym, we went to kick soccer at the basketball court. we were actually not supposed to kick soccer coz of the A levels exam in the hall but we couldnt care less. oh and i saw her at sch today. but ah...i didnt dare to go and speak to her. well, ok im useless. but i am really at this type of stuff la. cant help it haha.

confused

2006-11-14T17:38:00.000+08:00

haiZz..
i guess all my frens dat were supposed to be pending retained in the end. fuck the principal man. why cant she juz open slots for more ppl to be in j2 nxt yr? not only dat, she even expels ppl. god, wad is this world coming to. she fucking ruined 2 yrs of ppl's life. haiZz.. guess the world's unfair after all.
well, i guess there's not much i can do. hmm maybe juz pray for them to be happy. oh and for her as well.

goodbye, my fallen angel

2006-11-14T10:29:00.000+08:00

hmm ytd was soon's 2 days belated bdae celebration. and it was a day full of dumb stuff. haha. well, let me briefly say wad happened.

we decided to go bukit timah to eat dinner and then play either pool or lan after dat. so we met at lot1 to go tgt. but then me and junhui realized dat we hadn't buy a present for him. so i faked dat i didnt bring my wallet along so dat me and junhui can haf time to buy stuff for soon. we walked arnd in lot1 for more than an hour but we juz couldnt find anything to buy for soon. in the end wyner came to lot1 to join us and we then decided on the things we wanted to buy. 3 different types of red bean products (LOL wyner's idea.) as well as 2 cakes. 1 small 1 big.

we then went to timah to find the others. we went to keep the big cake at a mama's shop. the kind hearted storekeeper agreed to take care of it for us. we then brought the small cake and acted as tho we only bought the small cake. if u are wondering, the small cake we are talking abt is those small ones, a slice which u eat by urself. then soon thought it was for real and kept it. we kept pushing soon to eat and in the end, when he was gonna eat it, wyner went to slam soon's hand onto the cake. but he missed =.= in the end, several of us started to talk pieces of dat small cake and throwing at each other. haha very dumb indeed.

then soon went to the toilet to wash up as he had cake all over his head. while he was doing so, me and ang siang went to take the actual cake to our seats. then when soon came back he was surprised to see dat there was actually an actual cake. haha oh cmon, how can we be so cheapo so as to buy such a small cake? and after dat we ate cake and dinner.
oh before we started eating the cake, soon thought the plastic piece dat wrote "happy bdae" was chocolate coz we bluffed him and he started chewing on it. and it actually shattered into many pieces and he spat it out in the end. we then presented soon with his red bean products. a red bean cake, instant red bean soup powder, and a god knows wad red bean cooling jelly ( aka guilin gao). haha very dumb too. we then decided to go lan coz pool was fullhouse.

once again soon decided to go to the toilet. we then came up with another naughty and dumb idea. we thought of this when we were clearing up the mess we made. we used the cake box to store the litter. juz then dunno who suggested dat we trick soon dat there's a third cake using the cake box dat was full of litter. guess wad. soon carried the box for like 3hours straight, thinking there's an actual cake inside the box. summore there's a small transparent part on top of the box which you can see through. and if u actually did, u can notice alot of rubbish inside, which includes a bubble tea cup, several plastic bags, and dunno wad other crap.haha it was damn spastic i tell ya. we were like laughing when we saw soon holding the cake. dunno why but it felt as though it was a real cake. the weight was perfect. oh and dunno why the plastic bag inside the box looked like it was frosting or something. the only prob was dat the stuff inside kept sliding. haha.

in the end, only when we were going home, soon found out when the box tilted to one side and the cover sort of opened. he was like "WTF!?".LOL! HAHA very spastic really really dumb. actually we were hoping dat he brought it home.then his dad go and open the cake and to find trash inside. his dad is a nice guy who has a sense of humour and he would surely laugh till his ass drop. haha. hmm guys, so next time its ur bdae, pls check ur cake before u lug it around. =DD

2006-11-11T21:21:00.000+08:00

it is really boring at home. haha all day long do nth but sit in front of the com playing dota or the tv. maybe they shld make south park dota and include me as one of the characters. im really doing nth at home everyday. I NEED A LIFE!! haha. but actually there's not much places we can go. and hell no, i dun wanna go to the gym everyday. the gym's a very boring place. u go in, see muscles here muscles there. if a normal jc student goes to dat place too much, in the long run, he may suffer from inferiority complex from comparing his build to those monsters in there. i mean look, while my life is being drained away sitting in front of the com, those overgrown hulks spend their entire lives measuring how many more millimetres their muscle grow each day they go to the gym. haha ok im talking bullshit. but i talk bullshit all the while ya know.

2006-11-10T19:59:00.000+08:00

well, i went for stupid pw today. once again, totally wasted my time there. practically did nth much except for a mock presentation wif like 3ppl watching? haha pathetic. but this time round its better la, at least i had a lil bit of fun? well, the whole of lt1 was empty except for us. the mike was lying there, and i guess it was simply too tempting for soon. haha he took up the mike and starting talking nonsense in faux japanese. then bingshu juz sat there laughing. yah its pretty dumb watching him but i guess dats better then sitting down staring into space. jonathan brought his laptop so we actually wanted to play dota and screen the game onto the large screen in lt1. but we didnt, otherwise it would haf looked like the wcg haha. instead, we played some songs and soon itching again, started to sing with the mike in hand. yepp we made a kbox outta lt1 haha. hope we didnt bother the peeps over at the concourse. after dat, we then presented our slides. and all of us decided to go home.

we were gonna eat lunch when we met junhui at the concourse. being bored, we decided to go soon's hse to slack. junhui initially wanted to go home first and meet us at soon's hse coz he didnt want to be an extra by going to lunch wif us and our classmates. but i dragged him along. in the end, every1 went home and not to lunch instd. so, we packed our lunch and went to soon's hse to eat instd. we slacked and played playstation2 over at his hse. and gahh, junhui totally owned me at the stupid fifa street soccer game. haha his goalkeeper is godlike =.= i shoot like 5 times without scoring. ok, i know i noob. haha. but at least i owned the omfg. *wait, before u accuse me of scolding vulgarities, omfg = "odac most fittest guy". haha ok la the grammar is a tad bit wrong but nevertheless the meaning is still there? and dat guy is none other than sean. haha =DD i "leng leng owned him" like how sean said himself dat he owns us in soccer. haha wad crap. so besides play playstation2, we did nth much. and blah blah we went home.

gahh i think all those "rotting at home" has alrdy caused my mind to deteoriate and lose its sense? i cant even think of anything to blog. gahh haha.

2006-11-08T14:52:00.000+08:00

soccer early in the morning. tiring. yepp it sure is. well, i woke up at 8 juz to rush down and play soccer wif the usual peeps. and gahh soccer today was boring. i juz didnt like to play at the street soccer court downstairs at lam soon. to me, it juz plain suck. played really really lousy today. in fact i think i didnt touch the ball much today. after soccer, we all went home la.

anyway, i volunteered to do housework! BWAHAHA good boy eh? mr nice has to be a filial boy too. haha its been ages since i last offered to do housework on my own. but i didnt do much haha, only swept the floor. i rmb when i was young, i liked washing toilets. haha weird huh? me and my bro will always offer to wash the toilet. i guess we were dumb when we were young LOL. why the toilet? god knows. haha.

2006-11-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

went to sch in the morning for pw. and yah pw sucks. stupid oral presentation and stuff. eek.
i did nth in sch at all for today. juz sat inside the classroom doing nth with the others. gahh boring. there was carwash today too and i didnt help in washing the cars once again haha. but i did bother to take a look and the peeps there were more likely to be playing with water than washing cars. alex was even sliding around on a computer chair half naked. haha its funny watching him do dat.
so, i went to sch juz to practically do nth. how smart.

after the stupid useless trip to sch, me and some peeps decided to go to jurong point to buy wallets coz xinhao has a 15% off voucher. but i did something really dumb when we were there. well, we all picked our wallets and were gonna pay for it at the counter. but being stupid as usual, i went on to pay for my wallet without using the voucher. gahh. so i wasted 5 bucks juz like dat. dumb ass me.

oh and im rotting to death at home these days. either stuck at home or going to sch for stupid pw. boringgg...

2006-11-05T16:14:00.000+08:00

uh somethings wrong wif my blogger again.
my earlier post got deleted somehow gahh. and yepp im lazy to rewrite the whole thing. ok nvm abt dat.
well uh ok. ive got nth to write so ya bye.

2006-10-31T14:36:00.000+08:00

praying. for her i will.

2006-10-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

omg im such an idiot.
tml's the day and yah...i wanted to go and talk to her and make her less worried or something like dat but gahh...im so useless. i cant even go there and comfort her or something. its like i want to tell her not to worry and stuff but i juz didnt know wad to say. haiz...useless me. so i guess all i can do for her now is to pray i guess. so...yah.

2006-10-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

i had first aid course today. it started at 9 and ended at 6. yah frickin 9 hours straight. except for lunch, we were practically sitting down there listening to the instructor rattle on and on till our butts rot. and the instructor was so lame for god's sake and we were like "uh...ok. are we supposed to laugh?" then chaoyi being idiotic once again, went to design a "laugh" board or something ( i dunno wads dat call so wadeva) dat he will raise whenever the instructor starts being lame again. and me being mr nice guy, stopped chaoyi and told him to go easy on the poor guy standing in front. (WAHAHA see? im nice. =DD)
hmm yah so i sat there half asleep and idled away. oh and there was rugby matches going on at the same time. there was like abt 10 teams of ruggers or maybe even more. anw she went to watch the matches and yah i got to see her in sch. haha yah yah obsession.

anw, im pretty pissed off wif odac tchers. and one especially. well, she's such a bitch. (sorry about my language. gahh) yah i mean like she backstabs her students? wow such a great tcher. u mess wif my fren, u fucking mess wif me. and yah she seems like she totally wanna kick me outta odac. anw i dun give a shit about being kicked. so if ya wanna bitch abt again, tell me, im gonna scold vulgarities till you die and quit odac. i dun care if ill get cwo detention or wadeva shit. yah dats it. so fuck off bitch. (once again, really sorry about the language. =x)

2006-10-26T22:43:00.000+08:00

gahh...haven been blogging much. and im lazy to say wad dat has passed.
anw today's the last schooling day of the year and so...yepp dats it. and ah...this may be the last day i get to see her other than on monday so yah...sad. hope i can get to see her more during the holidays during odac trainings when they have touch rug training. gahh.

hmm lemme say wad happened for today. well, i skipped lessons as usual and i think im into deep shit but who cares? but ah...sounds damn scary la. my chinese tcher told us dat we have to write a letter explaining why we didnt go for her lesson. my chem tcher caught charmanye and alvin for not going and threatened to report it to the principal or the disciplinary comm. gahh.
putting dat aside, we went to play volleyball in the hall at arnd 1-2. and guess wad happened? well, melissa happened to be playing badminton in the hall too and i accidentally hit the ball high up in the air and it landed right on her head wif a loud thud. and i was so guilty la. it muz haf hurt like hell. i mean it was so high up and yah wth lol. i muz be careful from now on coz lacson may rush over and kill me anytime haha.

hmm after lessons ended, we went for the bash thingy. and omg can...the bash was frickin pathetic. there was only a handful of ppl dat turned up and to think that i even expected it to be a major event. wad an end of year bash. how lame.

er i think ill go get some sleep now. ah...ill miss her when shes gone.

2006-10-23T20:43:00.000+08:00

uh. nvm abt the earlier post (which i deleted) if u read it.
anyway, yupp i added her. so wish me luck! gahhh.
and oops i haf to go barry's hse rite now so ill talk nxt time round.

2006-10-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

OMG! OMG! OMG! =.=
GAHH!!!!!!!!! going crazy soon.
well, firstly its the big day tml. yah stupid promos and shit. i hope hope and hope dat i can get promoted. and yah im believing in god for the first time so, yea lemme pass u frickin ol' fag sitting in the skies. oops kidding =x

and yah i juz got polo gurl's email.
and i dunno wad to say to her! gahh! %@*&$#)(!@*&$
oh yea and i haf to fucking pass the com to my sis when im discussing wif brian wyner junhui and soon on wad to say. great.

2006-10-21T18:59:00.000+08:00

hmm...rotted one whole day at home.
i didnt do much so i guess ill talk about my dog!
well my dog's named Totty. yah its quite a dumb name and it came from my dad. well, we got it in year 2004 and euro 2004 was going on then. we were pondering on wad name to give it on one nite when my dad spouted totti. apparently, my dad's fav team were playing dat nite, italy dat is. well, he offered del piero at first, but how can a dog be named del piero? lol. then he said totti. while we all said yea, my sis decided to change it a lil, from totti to totty. er ok im done wif the name.

we got totty from a pet shop from erm...gahh i forgot. we had another dog before dat and i was hoping for another one. after bugging my parents for months, they finally gave it and decided to find me a proper dog this time round. we practically went around the whole island going from pet shops to dog farms and even to private dog owners. well, my mum's a picky person. moreover, i was hoping for a jack russell coz i didnt want a lil small pup like a chihuahua. btw my previous dog was a medium-large one but stupid ava (Agri-Food & Veterinary Authority of Singapore) doesnt allow one dat big. and thus, i decided on a jack russell.
oh, i rmb now. well actually i checked his birth cert ahah. i saw him in a pet shop in toa payoh with another jack russell. the other one is like crazy or something, typical hyper active jack russell. but it had black spots all over its face like it had measles or something, not a very nice sight. then i saw totty sitting there quietly, not moving. we asked the shop owner to take both dogs out and guess wad. the other dog was jumping all over totty while poor totty was sitting there bending his head down. juz then, my dad said to me, "hey! lets get the crazy dog! i want a dog dat can fight and bite other dogs to death." (uh...if u notice, my dad's a crazy person.yah he sure is.) on the other hand, my mum said, "lets get the dog dats there sitting down. at least its behaving."

well, i then decided on totty which was the tamer dog coz it was cuter. well we took it to the vet and found dat it was actually sick. no wonder it was so quiet. anyway, i rmb after dad drove us home, i put totty on the ground for the first time. and it was actually shivering. ahah useless dog. so scared easily. after totty recovered, it became normal. before dat, we actually feared dat it was retarded or something coz it wouldnt even budge when u touched it. and well, totty's normal and active rite now and yepp its obedient too. thanks to mum using the cane on him. ouch.
anyway, ill post some pictures up on him.

me and totty (gahh...i juz woke up so my hair's standing)

ahah retarded totty

anyway, i am thinking if i shld add polo gurl on msn. well, xh was wondering ytd if he shld add samantha and it made me feel like adding polo gurl too. i dun haf her email now but i can always ask walter. hahah. RAWR!

2006-10-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

today was PJC open house and odac set up a booth at the grass patch right behind the odac room. the booth was pretty far away from the rest of the booths so only a few people walked past. anyway, i helped pretty much at the start by setting up the booth. but i guess i couldnt stand the boreness and thus, i went to the hall to play badminton. and...tada! when i first reached the hall, polo gurl was playing badminton. and gahh!!! she's so cute!! oh, when she was playing badminton, yaoyuan threw the ball and hit polo gurl's leg. so i hissed at him and scolded him for fun lol. anyway, she fell while playing badminton and ah... uh i think i better stop or ill get spasms again lol.
oh then when open house was ending, we packed up and went to play soccer in the basketball field. we didnt really play, we only rammed the ball or played passing. juz then, the ball rolled to me, so i rammed the ball and tada, it went over the fence and onto the field. guess wad? the touch rug gurls were at the field. oh anyway, if u wonder wad did it look like, it was like a bomb has fallen from the skies. oh whats worse is dat michael kwok was at the grandstand looking out to the field. and as u know, we are not supposed to kick soccer at the bball courts and being the serial ball stealer, michael kwok would definitely take my ball if he knew wad happened. so, being the one who kicked the ball over the fence, i haf to somehow get the ball successfully back from michael kwok while making a total fool outta myself in front of polo gurl. and yah, i did it. ran like a thief to get the ball back, which was like only 2 metres away from the touch rug gurls. i was so embarassed la...i mean how is kicking the ball over a fence and then running to take it in any way great? so, while i went to take the ball, i looked at the floor.
gahh...why do i always do such stupid stuff? RAWR!

2006-10-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

todays a fine day again! *smiles smiles smiles*
well, we had odac today and we did nth much. we were supposed to learn the fun dance for our performance dat we will give to the kids in phillipines. and it was boring. yepp. real boring. we pretty much sat around and stoned.
oh btw something happened during this period of time. well, polo gurl juz happened to walk past the classroom we were in. then i dunno wad went over me but i kinda squeaked "OMG! SO CUTE!". i thought it was only a very soft squeak which only sebas, who was beside me, could hear. budden she turned her head and looked into the classroom. and every1 inside was like looking outside la. so i think she heard. aiya die la...
oh then after odac, we went to haf dinner at lot1 as per normal. we then sat at our usual seat, in front of the indian stall. juz while we were in the midst of our meal, the touch rug gurls came and sat right behind us. and polo gurl was there too. yah and i dare not even turn around for a mere glimpse. juz then me and xh went to buy dessert. we returned wif our desserts and guess wad? brian the asshole purposely moved and sat at my seat. so im left wif a seat which faces in polo gurl's direction. the whole while we were there, i didnt really dare to look at her. gahh...omg...im such an idiot. T.T
ok lets juz hope she doesnt think of me of some stalker or something. urgh.
anw, on a serious note, there has been a spate of happenings recently about odac. and yea im not very happy wif it. but ah...im tired so ill post dat on the nxt time round.

2006-10-16T22:53:00.000+08:00

urgh. my com's screwed. its like im having tons of spyware dats messing wif my com upside down and im quite pissed with it. and it so damn laggy. ok nvm.

hmm...today was a fine day i guess.
chinese was a tad bit better than hell which it is on normal days. was late for chem lecture and thus, me soon jonathan and shee kwang decided to skip it. well, it was becoz lim chee wan was the lecturer and we thought dat we will haf to sit on the floor if we entered late and so we decided not to go all together in the end.
oh then pw lessons was as per normal. we juz idled away, doing nth much. being bored, kayda and xue er went to surf the net and search for pictures of some korean actor. the whole while, they were like "OMG! SO CUTE!". tsk tsk...stalkers lol. hey look, im not the only one huh? scary.
gp was fine. we watched sky high for today. after gp, we went to play badminton in the school hall. hmm...for the first time since sec3, i felt dat badminton was fun. well, it is, provided dat you do not need to face the frickin old faggot coach dat i faced for 4 yrs. and yah, i think im gonna play badminton again. anyway, chaoyi managed to get back ruben's ball. and we're gonna return the frickin ball back to him.
btw, speaking of balls. i almost another ball to micheal kwok again. urgh. i hate dat "mr hot pants". he's like always on the lookout for anyone playing sports in uniform, or juz for playing around wif the ball outside of the field. whats more, he's frickin biased, he always take our ball away while he doesnt even bother to scold any of the rugby boys for playing in uniform. ive seen him do this countless times. moreover, he confiscated 3 of our soccer balls alrdy. screw him man. and he did not even return us 1 i think. or maybe 1. either way, he's a jerk.
er lets not talk about jerks. lemme continue on wad i was saying. as i said, today is/was a fine day. and the main part is...coz i saw polo gurl! *grins widely*
and ahh...i was caught looking at her. i was walking past the study area and i was looking at her for almost the whole time as i walked. then she turned around and saw me. guess wad i did? i stupidly stood there and like kinda stared at her for 2 seconds. maybe i was walking or maybe it wasnt even a second but i was kinda flustered and stuff. so i turned away and continued walking. oh and i was again caught by her, which was later on.
gahh!!! she's so cute!!!

anyway, ppl like sean and kayda told me im obsessed wif her.
and all i did was to smile.
obsessed. yes i am. cuteness.RAWR!!!

2006-10-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

ah...havent been blogging recently, so...im back! =DD
er lemme start wif wad happened ytd.

ytd was friday and we had odac as usual. and...omg i lurve odac sessions!!!!
u know why? coz odac sessions are on wednesdays and fridays. and most imptly, the touch ruggers are there on weds and fridays! so, i can see polo gurl for all i want. summore still can look at 10. stalker boy me...BWAHAHAHA! =DD
oh btw we were supposed to do rock climbing ytd, and i pretty much hate rock climbing. well...yea, part of it is got to do wif my frickin sweaty palms if u are wondering. and no, not wadeva lickislap or any crap dat came from stupid xh. guess ah bengs all haf pretty low iq huh? lol =x
anyway, yah i hate rock climbing. so i went to play frisbee, slack and dunno do wad shit. and then we played volleyball for awhile after odac session ended. btw, volleyball's pretty fun huh?
i still rmb back in sec school when we played beach volleyball, everybody doesnt even know how to play. its like once the ball gets over the net, it will never ever come back. ahah how dumb.

then after we left school, we went to eat at lot 1. and...polo gurl was eating there too! BWAHAHAHA!!! (sorry, im having spasms again)
aiya budden i didnt dare to look much coz i dun want to scare her. ahah wad would u feel if someone was like staring at u while u ate? scary. lol. guess the social etiquette thingy did a fine job on me huh? maintaining market value. ahah wad bullshit.

oh btw as usual, after eating we bought bubble tea. and u know wad? sum stupid idiot went to grab cy's bubble tea and shook it so hard, dat the seal burst and i guess there was flying pearls all over the place? ok la exaggerated, only the milk tea flew out. now guys, guess who the idiot is.
frankly, the idiot is none other than...me the stalker boy. =.= how dumb...LOL.
and dats not the only incident dat happened. after eating, we went to the nearby funfair or pasar malam (wadeva u call it) to stroll. and being the usual dumbass me, i knocked over junhui's bubble tea too. wah, i think i can have a change of name alrdy. guys, call me...the bubble tea killer. ok. lame. i know. stop.

after bursting bubble teas and such, we eventually came to the rides section of the pasar malam. then there was this ride called meteorite. it was like a circular cage whereby people stand inside leaning against the wall, and then the cage would spin like some crazy top and the people inside would have their brains all mashed up after all the spinning. being somewhat bored and having nth better to do, we decided to haf a go at this ride.
so we went in and started spinning. btw mhao and jiahao being spoilers, decided not to join in. so 8 of us went in.
when the thing started to spin, ah soon became a temporary christian, buddhist, muslim, hindu, and god knows wad. he started going "allelujah" and muttering some other gibberish too lol.
then as the thing started to spin faster and faster, i felt as though my brain's being fried by a microwave oven. budden when the speed stabilizes, it was actually ok. only dat it was pretty tiring as we even had difficulty cranking our head away from the wall.
and blah blah we came out being giddy all over. sean said he wanted to puke but didnt do so in the end.

blah blah blah and blah.
aiya i no more time to blog alrdy. haf to rush to wyner's hse for sleepover tonite. so cya!
oh btw i got very impt words to say b4 i leave.

POLO GURL VERY CUTE!!!!! =DDDD

2006-10-07T16:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the interhouse games and i participated in badminton boys singles. i became quite lousy alrdy. guess i became rusty after not playing for more than half a yr.
and i think nobel got silver in badminton. i won my matches but ah..juz abit more and we could haf gotten gold but silver's not bad anyway. =DD

after the interhouse, we went to mhao's hse for a sleepover. there was 7 of us together and its pretty crammed. we didnt do much for last nite. started out slacking and talking crap. then some of us tried to play dota tgt on the 2 coms but it didnt quite work. we then went for dry swimming. i didnt play coz the rest was too tired to continue when i wanted to play. anyway if i played i think i would lose money again lol. i always haf bad luck at mahjong. i mean its like everytime im waiting for the last card, some frickin idiot would juz game wif only 1 tile.
btw guess who is the biggest loser of the nite?
lol its soon. dat idiot kept acting william and made all of us laugh la.
they played till abt 3am then they went to slp alrdy. then only me and cy was left awake. i then asked cy if he wanted to stay awake thru'out and he said yes. but after 30 mins, i saw him on the ground sleeping alrdy lol. so i went to sleep at arnd 5+ to 6.

er then we slept slept and slept.
i was last to wake up i guess. aiya budden cannot blame me. my whole body was aching after the interhouse la. then we left for mac breakfast at arnd 9+
we didnt bring along coupons and so, brave mhao went to borrow coupons from other ppl. ahah yea we're cheapos. =DD
after eating, we went home and end of story.
ive still haf another sleepover tonite and i think we're gonna go shopping tmr too. im gonna die at this rate lol.

btw the haze's getting real bad. so guys pls take care =DD

2006-10-05T18:15:00.000+08:00

ah...its so boring.
went to sch for odac meeting at arnd 11. there wasnt anything to do la. so we pretty much slacked thru'out. how lame, go to sch juz to sit arnd for like 30mins?
was planning to play soccer initially, however, my right leg is hurting and so i'd rather not play. dunno how i gonna play for nobel tmr lol. coz guys dun blame me if i lose k? ahah excuses *grins*.
uh after the meeting, we sat arnd to slack again. ahah dats why we're called slackers. we didnt really chat. neither did we do anything. pure stoning. how stupid lol. and being hyperactive as per normal, my itchy legs started to play arnd wif the soccer ball dat we had. juz then mr yaw walked past and confiscated my ball. i alwaes wonder, do all pe tchers haf a fetish for balls? otherwise why would they always confiscate balls, say soccer balls basketball, u name it, they take it. luckily, mr yaw was such a nice guy dat he returned us our ball. if he hadnt return it...i would haf owed sebas and the rest of s10 a ball lol.

oh and i saw polo gurl at sch today! ahah shit...i broke my promise but wadeva. and she's so cute as usual!!! rawr! *smiles smiles and smiles* wahaha yepp, call me stalker boy. kidding, no way man.

ah...then we went for lunch and then wanted to go for pool. i wanted to go for pool but i rmbed i haf a stupid class bbq. and i was told by kayda, "U BETTER GO". so gahh...i guess i cant go to pool =/
oh shit. i haf to go bathe then rush to the bbq now. GWAH!!

2006-10-05T08:49:00.000+08:00

promo's over. hell's over. but it still doesnt feel right. its like ive got a screw loose somewhr and i dun know whr it is.

ah...putting dat aside. ok we're done and over wif stupid exams, late nite mugging, and those shit. and...its now gonna be movie marathons, sleepover without the sleep part, gyming, soccer, and perhaps beaching? lol. i wanna be a baywatch hunk! lol =.=
oh btw the stress is now cleared huh. so like ive said b4 no more being an emo-freak. =DD no more ranting on polo gurl and stuff lol.

ok now abt wad we did ytd.
uh...nth much but i got nth to write la lol.
well straight after the exams we played soccer. soccer's not very interesting to read abt huh, so ill cut short to this. some frickin idiot rammed my leg wif his leg. yah so my leg's hurting abit rite now and its all thanks to bright. =.=
and ive got stupid interhouse badminton to play tmr. dang. wish i hadnt join la. i mean its like no one can come watch me play tmr as the rest either joined other events or has to be the ultimate frisbee umpire. moreover if i lose, i think ill be disgracing kranji badz team lol. aiya but wad do u expect from a "pon tang kia"? lol.

ok after soccer. we went to haf dinner at bpp. we chatted over dinner for quite abit. and we touched on love matters i think. and minghao said he wouldnt make a good stead. so i thought to myself, uh...i think ill be a very terrible stead too la.i dun really know how gurls think, not to mention please them lol.
uh after dinner, we went to the shing shiong hypermart for a little stroll. oh! every1 if u guys ever come across a drink named wadeva mogu mogu, pls dun ever buy it. mogu mogu i think if translated from jap to english it would go something like say..poison poison? wadeva the case, juz dont ever buy dat drink. =DD

ah...my blog's getting pretty boring. dunno wad to write. rawr!

2006-09-30T21:06:00.000+08:00

er this is quite random but...
how i miss the good ol' days back in kranji.
i miss chitchatting during lessons. me barry renkai and funan, being all so noisy despite being the front row.
i miss ms lai's lessons alot. we used to talk crap wif ms lai. ask her abt how's her love life and she would go "which boyfriend u talking abt? i got so many." lol how lame. i rmb once we asked her wad type of books she reads. and i burst out "socialising for dummies". then she was stunned or something and the rest of class went orh hor...budden luckily she has a sense of humour and she didnt take it as offensive lol. =x
i miss the slacking arnd wif my pals too. when i recall now how stupid i was back in lower secondary ahah. there was this pond in the middle of our classroom block. and being bored, having nothing to do, we started to do funny things wif the pond. we threw insects like those giant ants into the pond for the fish to eat. ahah how stupid. there was once the stupid jiahao threw a stone rite at a terrapin's head. ouch. i didnt know if it died or something but the poor thing sank after being hit. =/

nostalgia. such a warm and fuzzy feeling. =DD

2006-09-29T23:26:00.000+08:00

ah...4get abt the promos. there's always a brighter side to life.
...
...
...
OMG!!!!!
POLO GURL'S SO CUTE!!!!!!!! LOL.
she looks damn cute when she smiles or laugh la. omg...KAWAII!!!!!
lol wtf i think i better stop and go to slp.
go and dream of her LOL.

ahah so random.
no la i not so psychotic one. lol really no kidding. ahah how fake. xD
=DDD

2006-09-29T19:28:00.000+08:00

uh..ok im totally screwed rite now.
my maths alrdy gone case...the questions dat i left blank or wrote crap alrdy add up to over 40 marks. in other words...instant fail. summore my mid yr and ca all fail. die la...zz....
i HATE maths! fuck logarithms. fuck differentiation. fuck integration. fuck trigonometry. fuck all of maths!
i flunked my 2 yrs of maths in sec sch for god's sake. if i didnt rmb wrongly, i nvr pass a single exam on a.maths up until the olvls.
chem's a little better. aiya budden im still afraid dat i will fail my chem. i mean like i failed all of my recent chem tests. im praying rite now dat i can scrape through wif an e for chem. urgh.

ah...good luck to myself and every1 i know of. oh and deres polo gurl too lol.
i need all the luck i can get =/

2006-09-24T18:35:00.000+08:00

urgh. the promos are juz a day away.
tmr's geepee. retarded chinese on weds. then its fuking maths maths on thurs. friday's chemistry. econs and physics are on nxt monday and weds respectively.
hmm...knowing when are the exams. the first step to pass the exams. =DD ahah wad bullshit.

ok even tho i haven been studying much, i will make it through. i will get promoted. yah, ill start believing dat if i repeat it another milllion times. wadeva. lets hope every1 will make it through.
oh btw siang and me came up wif a promotional resolution. if we happen to get promoted, we'll all be cool guys. lol once again im talking crap. we're gonna work hard, play hard. bwhaaha.
here's the plan.
everyday(from day 1 onwards) - stay back in sch to study/revise for 1-2hrs.
after study, we'll play sports for a while, have a little cock talking gathering as usual, then hit for home.
monday - tennis
tuesday - bball
wedsnesday(odac) - soccer
thursday - gym?
friday - soccer
sat - gym then swimming/badminton or vice versa
sunday - slack time! =DD maybe go town or something.

ahah sounds great huh? lol lets hope i really can be like dat. ok dats impossible.
for rite now, lets all get back to our books and start mugging! =DD
best of luck every1! =DD

2006-09-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

ok ive decided not to be a loser. well if i keep on saying i am one i will be one. lets hope im not a loser for now. =DD
hmm...lets all conc on our promos instd eh? i promise dat if i ever get to be promoted, ill really be a better person. i promise not to be a bastard. i promise to play soccer only in my pe attire. i promise not to make my family or my frens sad. i promise never again to freak anyone out. i promise to bathe my dog twice a week.
uh...why am i saying such crap? screw me ahah.

well, i went to sch to study even tho its a saturday. im studious eh? ahah yah and i deserve to get promoted. yep i shld. i shld. ahah lemme get away from reality for a while k?
btw i reached sch at abt 10. when we first settled down, there was only me, xinhao, siang and brian. i didnt take my breakfast today so i got hungry real fast. so we called for mac delivery at 11am and urgh, i spent $6.50 on lunch. im really broke rite now mind you. so we studied and studied till god knows wad time. not a very long period of time tho lol. we really couldnt stand it and tada! we ended up playing bball. i dunno why but we kept playing bball these few days. i dun really like bball tho =/ wad do you expect from someone who only played bball in primary sch? lol.
while we were playing, jiahao junhui sean ervyn came too. so they played as well.
after bball, we went back to "study".
and went on to teck whye mac to study as well. ah...i lazy to write wad happened. =/

oh btw polo gurl went to sch to study too =.= and ah...so suay la. i happened to be walking back to my seat after buying a can of drink when she entered sch and was walking down the ramp. so i had to walk past her and i was like trying to look at the floor as i walked. ahah i dun really want her to think of me as a stalker or something so i guess ill better try to look at her less frequently. haiZz...
summore after dat she went to mac to study too. so, i kinda stopped myself from looking at her by sitting wif my back facing her. ahah if i sit facing her direction, i think she'll get freaked out again so...urgh. wadeva.

2006-09-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

screw the world. screw life. screw promos. screw ME.
urgh.
as u have guessed it, i didnt haf a very good day at sch.
morning was fine. the lessons were usual. it was until after sch.zz. well, i stayed back at sch for the nite study prog to study as usual. we then sat at our usual place - the canteen. as you can see, today's juz like any other "usual" day. however, she (polo gurl) juz happened to sit at the study area. and being the...zz...me(i really have nth to say), i kinda stared at her again.
and...zz guess wad? =.= zz....
i think she freaked out or something and so, she went to sit in a direction wif her back facing me.
zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.zz.
ok great...how worse can it get?
i mean she muz have been really freaked out. and here goes, huijun the loser. oh wait, heres a better name - huijun the loser retainee. sounds fitting eh? zz.
so, i got really bored or "sian diao-ed" dat i didnt feel like studying. thus, i went to play bball wif mhao soon and gang instd. and it didnt really help coz i suck in bball juz like how i suck as a person.
i was kinda sad/bored/melancholic/???? i juz didnt feel good. ok, if u listen to the all-american rejects, im experiencing the so-called straightjacket feeling rite now.
urgh. screw me.

melancholy

2006-09-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

urgh. the stress is killing me. really.
and god aint helping by making the promos only 5 days away.
i suppose there's a high chance of me retaining. T.T ok u'll see wad i mean - out of 10 maths tys qns, i can only manage to complete 1 without help from ppl or the notes. oh btw guess how much i got for my maths ca. 7.5/20. woah? fuck maths. outta 9 tutorials, i submitted only 2. ahah i hate maths. and maths suck as much as chinese.
hmm...im praying really hard dat i will manage to scrape through and still be part of 06s20 nxt yr. so pls dun be shocked if u see me chanting some gibberish from bibles, scriptures and wadeva shit dat can help me.
ok for now, lets all put this in our nicks.
say NO to retain

ok enuff abt those shit.
btw die la...i think my eye candy knows im eye candying her. whenever she's in my vicinity i will look here and there juz to get a glimpse of her. and very often i find myself staring at her. urgh. lol how dumb can i get? wadeva.
and i fear dat she will be shocked/scared/????. lol i mean later she might think im stalking her or something. and maybe she will freak out and ill nvr get to see her again. ah...screw me. =/
ahah uh...i think i really shld go to SMH (singapore mental hospital?) for a check up someday. i really have a nut loose somewhere in my head.

god bless us all.

2006-09-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

urgh.

2006-09-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

im going crazy over you.
all day long
you flood my mind
for you're juz my kind
wad u didnt know, is dat bit by bit
you drain my life away
like a pill
dats making me ill

now i cant even think
for i am on the brink
of losing my last bit of sanity
over ur little vanity

your every little action
cuts me off by a fraction
one day everything inside of me will be gone
and the only thing dat will be left is you

its you dat i want
and all else doesnt matter anymore
i'd do anything for you
juz for you to be true

you're all dat i want

2006-09-16T21:22:00.000+08:00

urgh. something is wrong wif my blogger.com site. its all in chinese and i cant understand all the gibberish dat is flooding the whole page. ahah my chinese plain suck. actually so does my "engrish" but wadeva. =DD

as usual, i wasted another day of my life not studying and slacking away. predictable huh? well, at least i tried. i went to sch to study from 10am onwards. "studied" till abt 5pm until we were chased out as the sch was closing. ahah rite...how can i possibly study? i barely studied for an hour before i started to torture little crawling worms on my hp. ahah, i practically wasted abt 2hrs on the stupid game "worms" on my hp. how dumb.

after being chased outta sch, we went to the nearby teck whye market to make my specs. ahah im quite an undecisive person so i spent like nearly an hour juz trying to choose a pair of specs. and guess wad. i still chose a pair of specs dat is merely normal. wasted another precious hour which i bet some mugger spent on cramming stupid maths formula into the larger than normal brain of theirs. ok im talking crap once again hohum.

woohoo...another hour blown juz writing crap. guess ill haf to install spikes on my keyboard to stop myself from rotting in front of the com again. wadeva.

I want you and your beautiful soul

2006-09-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

ah...i dun think ill use the com pretty much b4 the promos are over from now on. so i think ill ra

i didnt hit the books at all for today. nope, not even for a min.
in fact, me and my frens (wyner, xinhao, brian, soonhwee, siang, jiahao) went to play badz. (badminton la)
ahah. yepp im so dead. the promos is barely a week away and im having fun wif my frens? oh god. strike me down. hmm...actually, god doesnt needa waste energy on a thunderbolt to kill me. i think ill strangle myself outta stress b4 the promos even arrive. urgh im going crazy!! RAWRRR!!! wadeva.

btw abt playing badz.
we went to gombak to play badz. and omg i totally suck at badz now. even simple dropshots are so tough for me now? my dropshots are like so high dat ppl even haf time to scratch their balls b4 they return my shots. ahah oops, dats disgusting. aiya i now suck even at badz. i bet ill get totally owned if i return back to kranji.
ahah enuff abt badz. dun wanna remind myself of the stupid old faggot coach. GRRR freaking old tart. totally wasted my 4 yrs of life in the kranji badz team. (er..dats considering the 1 yr of ponning =x) i'd rather go join some stupid science club la.

we played till abt five, but we stayed on and slacked for abt nearly an hr. then we made our way down to the nearby mac. ahah mac had nth much interesting. pretty much the usual rubbish sharing session and gossiping. ahah who said guys dun gossip? or at least we (the kranji gang) do. =DD
we were supposed to make for home at abt seven plus. however as u know, we couldn't haf went home so easily. there's always the nearby basketball court. guess the town council did too gd of a job in locating basketball courts nearby bus stops.

so, even after playing badz for 2 hrs, we went on to play basketball. and i tell ya. basketball aint a fun sport. well is it any fun if even after attempting abt 50 shots and yet not a single shot entered the basket? ahah ok i haf totally zero talent for sports. guess im juz a good for nothing gahh.

oh btw i finally knew polo gurl's name. LOL ok here i am going crazy again. aiya juz let me be la. i promise after promos when the stress is all cleared up. ill get better =DD
ahah and her name is....lol i not so stupid to say.
er i guess dats enuff.

incapacitating cuteness. she is.

"it ends tonight"

2006-09-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

Your subtleties, they strangle me.
I can't explain my self at all.
And all the wants and all the needs,
All i don't want to need at all

they won't start breathin'
my minds unweavin
maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted on this evenin'
I give the final blow

when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight, it ends tonight

A fallen star, at least i fall alone
I can explain what you can't explain
you're findin' things
that ya didn't know
i look at you with such distain

they won't start breathin'
my minds unweavin'
maybe it's best you leave me alone
A weight is lifted on this evenin'
I give the final blow

when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight, it ends tonight
just a little inside won't make this right
it's too late to fight
it ends tonight, it ends tonight
now i'm on my own side
it's better than bein' on your side
it's my fault when you're blind
it's better than seeing from your eyes
all these thoughts locked inside
now youre the first to know

when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight, it ends tonight
just a little inside won't make this right
it's too late to fight it ends tonight
it ends when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight, it ends tonight
just a little inside won't make this right
it's too late to fight
it ends tonight it ends tonight tonight,
inside when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight.

2006-09-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

ok abt the recent gibberish on eye candies.
ahah i know im being overly crazy and ive decided to stop all these rubbish. i aint dat despo as i seem in the previous few posts. yes im speaking the truth. ahah i dun sound really convincing eh? wadeva.
ok la, serious. i am not a despo kia. lol. =DD
uh..ok lemme explain why i sounded so crazy. ahah dats coz i was too stressed and bored la lol. needed to entertain myself by writing rubbish? well, some people enjoy reading exaggerated news like tabloids for pleasure eh? and i enjoy the writing instead. LOL. ok wth im starting to sound crazy all over again. but dats me. ahah crazy's my middle name.
aiya in short, i was bored. so i started writing rubbish. dats it. end of story. and i aint despo for god's sake.
uh...but i didnt lie on the part of having eye candies. budden im not so despo like how i sounded in the last few posts so...wadeva. i have much more impt stuff on my mind like...say the stupid promos coming up.
urgh.
education. kiss my ass.

2006-09-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

urgh. today's a wretched day.
today did have a fine start. ahah at least i got to see my eye candy right in the morning. =DD
the rest of the day didn't seem so nice though. say chinese lesson.

chinese lesson was downright horrible i tell ya. we got back our chinese mock paper and wth...guess how much i scored for chinese paper 1? (the compo) before u continue reading, please hold onto ur jaw as wad ure gonna see later on is jaw dropping.
ok...my marks for chinese paper 1. 1. oh wait this aint a typo and i didn't write two 1s by mistake. yepp i scored a...FREAKING 1/60 FOR MY CHINESE COMPO!!!!!!!!!!!
wow.wheee.woah.ooo. FUCK!!! =.=
omg i bet even a pri sch kid can do better than this la wth.
i got a fucking 1 coz i am so god damned stupid.urgh.
ok here's the feed. the question i chose was supposed to be based on the picture given in the question paper. and being the usual smart ass me, i didn't even know dat there was this picture. so i wrote stuff dat didnt even haf a bit of relation to the picture. yea like how the old man crosses the road and drowns in a chocolate pool. ----> totally no link =.= ok. yepp. alrite. im dumb. chinese owns me. X.X
luckily i didnt get a 1 on my score sheet. my evil chin teacher wanted to give me a 1 but some kind soul teacher out there ask for me to get a 6/60 instd. and so i scored a freaking low 10%. wow. so lousy. =.= oh btw 10% huh?...oo seems like im fated with the number 10. LOL! ok wth how can i joke abt this? =.=
i hate chinese. and now i hate it more. ^%)(@$)(*@)#(*^@_

ok dats the "highlight" for today.
the rest of the day was spent idling and rotting. tried to study at sch but i just couldn't seem to concentration. everytime i would be figuring out some stupid maths question and all of a sudden, i will just find myself staring at the paper and thinking of nothing. ahah pro huh? guess my mind's like a old rundown car. hard to start up and once it gets going, it may break down anytime. lol. ok im not quite making sense. wadeva.

ah..ok lemme go study physics for the test tomorrow. hope i don't trail off and start thinking of 10 again. =x LOL. omg crazy little despo me. gwahh! don't worry, i may sound really really despo but i aint. yes, i assure i am not. ahah i think i sound very scary huh? but wadeva! cya! =DD

2006-09-10T17:21:00.000+08:00

the holidays are ending and promos are drawing near!! *yelps and faints*
and god aint helping either by making my life so boring. urgh.
school's starting too and i haf to face tchers, tons of homework, as well as dat maths tys dat i haf not touched since months ago. wad can be worse?

however, even in the darkest abyss there's alwaes a small glimmer of light huh. and ahah yepp dat glimmer is...eye candies! bwahaha. she's cuteness to the power of 10!!! (ahah crazy ol' bugger me)
ahah yepp dats the only thing drawing me back to school other than frens.
oh btw did i tell u dat im getting crazy soon?
ive caught a serious case of "número diez o'phile-thritis" (ahah dat one is i anyhow make up one la =.=). ahah u dont get it ya?
ok simply put...im going gaga over the number 10. ahah if u still dun get it then aww...too bad. and for those who know wad im talking abt. keep it among urselves k? bwahaha =DD
the number 10's been flooding my head recently and im gonna go crazy soon =.= so some1, pls save me.

ok nvm. well...im very bored now. so some1 pls entertain me? lol.

creative trip

2006-09-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

oh btw abt the earlier post. i take back my words lol. dun worry, eye candies are still so...OMG CUTE!!!! (KAWAII!!!!!) LOL. so despo. wadeva.

went to jurong lib earlier in the morning. ahah woke up late as usual and made the rest wait for me. ahah ok my bad. well, i really did mug b4 lunch coz i was so bored dat even mugging seemed so normal to me? ahah nvm im not talking sense.
after lunch, we moved to a not very suitable environment for studying. ahah the air-con was so cold and we were kinda facing the escalators? so...being the very visual person dat i am, i keep watching out for er...very visually pleasing stuff. er dat sounds really wrong but oh cmon dun think dirty will ya? ahah wadeva. in other words, i didnt really study at all.

we went to creative after dat as soon and rk wanna buy mp3 players. ahah rk's ipod is a piece of scrap metal rite now and soon's walker is crap rite from the start. lol oops i said nth. =x
ahah rite...well, once again we did something stupid. we walked to the creative headquarters by cutting through the grass patches. ahah we were actually hiking there for god's sake and the freaking sun was like killing me, burning me down. and omg we walked till we reached a place wif a signboard, "DANGER! 66000 volts wires underground." and we went wtf!?!?! lol ahah so dumb. btw the signboard was broken and lying on the floor lol.and my itchy hands threw it into a ditch =x hope no one dies from walking right into wires lol. oh then this security guard came and told us to walk off the grass and walk on the pavement. ahah clever us. walking on grass dat made me itchy all over when theres the pavement right beside it? how lame.
oh and my god damned specs. once again the lens dropped out. and this time even the screw dropped onto the floor. ah...its high time i changed my specs man. but too bad im juz broke.
ok so we went to creative, blah blah bought headphones, blah blah took pictures, blah blah and went home. yepp im lazy.

pictures~! =DD

ah soon climbing

the 66000 volts "land mine" lol.

retarded me wif the "omfg!?!?" look and signboard. i threw it away btw lol. =x

ahah random pic. very colourful worm eh? lol its a gummi worm =.=

us doing hard gay pose. lol btw hard gay is so passe but wadeva.

ahah enuff. cya peeps! =DD

life sucks

2006-09-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

life sucks.

everything has become such a bore for me. even blogging seem more of a penance than pleasure. life, for me, is so meaningless. everyday its, wake up go to sch, study study, and go home slp. even eye candies are no longer sweet to the eyes. im getting really bored of this wretched life im living.
i need a change real soon.
or ill be taking pills before u know it.

SO...JOIN THE

2006-09-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

today was a pretty fine day i guess. went to study at limbang mac.
stumbled outta my hse at arnd 3 when the rest were alrdy there studying. i was on my way there when i walked past this little road. there was a small gurl of abt 5 yrs old and her maid behind me. i was walking along at the middle of the road when the small kid suddenly made weird gurgling noises. she then started to run towards me. i dunno wad came over me, but i suddenly felt as tho a monster was chasing me? the gurl sounded like she was pound onto my leg and yank chunks of meat from my legs!?!? and i guess i pretty much hastened from a stroll to a tad of a brisk walk. uh ok. i know im crazy but dats wad u get when sum1 stays in isolation for too long a period of time. ahah rite... ok wadeva.

when i reached there, the rest were alrdy deep into their books. so i juz quietly settled down and start to mug. however...u know very well dat i cant possibly mug successfully rite? ahah yepp life's full of obstacles.
well...a grp of very noisy "horse come man" came in. and they pretty much made one hell of a ruckus. they were making so much noise dat i couldnt even concentrate. ahah yepp its their fault and not mine dat i didnt study heh. oh there was another grp other than us too and they were pretty pissed at those "horse come man" too lol. and in the end we couldnt study so we left b4 i even studied for an hour.
we went to haf dinner and then soon did something really sweet. ahah im not gonna go into details coz soon asked me not to. =x

ok my bro's bugging me for the com alrdy so i haf no choice but to hand it over to dat stupid bugger. well cya peeps! =DD

2006-09-05T20:20:00.000+08:00

another day of my life wasted sitting on the couch in my living room. i aint kidding i tell ya. i was really sitting in front of the teevee tho the teevee wasnt on. ahah i stared at the blank screen for quite a while, stoning away. and once again, this led me to thinking abt my purpose in life.
and guess wad? i realized i dun haf one, well...not considering looking at gurls as one. lol kidding im not such a pervert. im juz a very visual person. heh.

ok nvm back to my purpose in life.
yepp i dun haf one. everyday, i juz rot away slowly. i think one day ill be a walking corpse. or maybe im one alrdy without myself knowing? in sch, its all study study and study, altho i dun really study. back at home, i haf nothing to do. no one to talk to. im such a loner...haiZz...
maybe i need a time machine. to fly back in time to relive my life all over again. back to the times when merely running arnd was a joy.

part of the lyrics of "time machine" by the click five
I think I need some time by myself
Without anybody else
I just need to unwind
In my time machine
I need to go far away
A few years back would be ok
I just need to unwind
In my time machine

2006-09-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

well todae is cy's birddae =DD
bought a ball, a shirt and a pair of shorts for him i think.
oh btw did u peeps know dat steve irwin (or irvin wadeva) died todae as well? muz be cy's fault la lol. dat poor guy died from some stupid stingray's sting. hmm...if u guys still rmb, cy's wise words are so true. (stuntman alwaes dies first) ok nvm abt steve irwin, im being disrespectful to the dead =.=

ok we went to bukit timah for dinner wif cy. dere was nearly 20 of us altgt and im not gonna mention names coz im a lazy bum. we took 67 to timah and our dear jh made us skip our bus stop. he said dat we could alight at the next stop and us being gullible fools, alighted at some 500m away from our destination. btw i often wonder, why do we alwaes do stupid stuff? well its not the first time we did something stupid. guess stupid is my middle name.
we went to the row of "restaurants" and we settled down at a chinese one.
ill skip the part on eating coz its juz eating for god's sake =.=

well after eating we play "zhong ji mi ma" or "guess the number"(ok i know my translation is poor but wadeva) and deres a forfeit for losing the game.
we started off having to eat veggies wif mayonnaise and chilli on it.
then we went on to fish's eyeball.
and soon was supposed to eat it LOL.
heres ah soon and his dear eyeball. omg...its so disgusting...soon even spat it out after sucking it? LOL

soon after eating eyeball

the punishment. OMG! =x

and dis is the bdae boy posing wif "17"

omg look at wad siang doing. he's tryin to grope my ah hem %)^(@#)(*%()@*

2006-09-03T21:56:00.000+08:00

here are some random thoughts of the recent happenings.
i know im a bastard. i haf a stupid way of dealing wif things, but dats me. and if ure not happy wif it, its ur prob. i tell ya i don't do nice. yepp. if some1 gets on my nerves i know im not a very forgiving person so wadeva. u may think im childish, wrong, stupid or wadeva, but i dun gif it a damn. its ur prob, not mine aft all. btw if u think my attitude fuking sux, lemme tell ya. i know my attitude sux. and i dun gif it a damn. aft all, im juz a bastard. a fuker who aint very gd wif dealing wif things.

ok dats it. if u come talk to me abt dis, persuade me, or even scold me, 4get it. i wun listen. im a asshole who doesnt gif a damn abt peeps arnd him. yepp dats me.

2006-09-02T17:01:00.000+08:00

went for soccer early in the morning. (10 is considered early rite? lol i wake up at 2 =x)
and haha yepp i tested my darling. and guess wad? my darling rocks! =DD
okok ill skip the details on my darling.

oh yah. i got rammed rite in the face by the soccer ball for today. and i tell ya, its...GOD DAMNED PAINFUL!!! oh and did i mention dat my specs were bented very terribly? however, as the guy who rammed my face is minghao, im HAPPY!!! =DD
ok if u were wondering if u read wrongly (abt the happy part), lemme explain. if other ppl rams my face wif a soccer ball, my face will get all swollen up and maybe will look like a pig.
however...if its minghao, my face will become MUCH MORE HANDSOME!!! =DD
bwahaha now cant stop looking at my handsome face in the mirror.
ok im sounding crazy so hohum.

ok after soccer went for lunch wif soon and jq. lunch was nth special so wadeva.
oh then soon left to go find alina again. pro eh? oh dat reminds me of something.

well i found out recently dat my pals beside me are all so pro. well these guys are soon, alvin and eugene. for soon's case u all know it very well alrdy so i guess i dun really need to go into details. 2 dates to the movies, studying tgt as well as waking up at 4.15am to chat. not bad at all soon.
for eugene, at least hes got to chat wif the gurl he likes. and the gurl also msgs him on her own so i guess its going pretty fine eh?

every1's doing fine i guess and im all alone here rotting in front of the com. oh huijun, get a life willya? guess im the failure i was in sec sch. huijun the lonely soul who wanders arnd in sch without an purpose in life.
ahah im a loser and yepp, im not denying it.

2006-09-01T16:48:00.000+08:00

well...todae's a very boring day.
no "waking to the merry chirping of the birds" shit u hear in stories.
for me...its "waking up to another boring day of my very much dreaded life".

spent the whole day rotting at home. sitting in front of the com, trying to find animes to watch or games to play. and bleh, i found nth.
soon jio-ed me to soccer but urgh...i didnt check my msg until the whole thing is cancelled so...wth. then jh asked me out to mug but he rmbed dat deres the bb dinner for tonite so he decided otherwise. so im left to rot at home once again.
my legs are itching for soccer! %)@(*#)(@*$!!! i wanna try my new shoes on the field or streetsoccer court or void deck or wadeva!!! =/

aiya so sian...zz
now even my blog sounds boring. wth.
urgh guess im gonna rot away silently...

queensway trip

2006-09-01T00:43:00.000+08:00

ahah ok the post below was quite crap la.
we went to queensway u see? and i bought my darling there. (refer to the post b4 dis)
heh the 8.5 refers to my shoe size la lol. quite or very small rite? zz. im short. so feet small la.
stop laughing assclown.

ahah cy bought his darling too. well we first went to beach rd to check out the shoes there. however there wasnt even a pair of total 90 so...4get it. so...we went to queensway instd.
well we took bus 51 dere and we were laughing on the bus the whole trip. well...as usual, we were gossiping. haha. guys do gossip as well. only dat they laugh more than they sneer.
i shall stop short of the jokes we made coz the jokes are really waaaayyy too bastard.

ok after the bus trip. we arrived at queensway and off we went to find love. =DD
we walked and looked and walked and looked and walked and looked and walked and looked (ok its getting irritating so ill stop here)
ok ill cut it short. i saw my darling and cy saw his too.
so we went abt price hunting. cy settled his pretty fast while i took a much longer time. i went to 4 shops and all didnt haf stock. so bleh...dis shoe is very common i guess but nvm. i was left wif 2 shops in the end. sportslink and the indian stall.
i hate dat indian stall coz my frens got cheated by dat stall b4 so i went to the former. however...deres only size 8.5 while i think i was best suited for 9 (for future wear).
so i had no choice but to go to the indian store. however...luckily they didnt haf stock too.
thus in the end...i bought 8.5 lol. couldnt give dis shoe up. so wadeva.

another nice pair of shoes. too bad it has studs.

dis is cy kissing his darling. lol so gay.

after buying our shoes...we went to ikea to haf our dinner. had pretty much fun. ill stop short of talking and let pictures do the talking. (a picture says a thousand words)

omg so nice rite? the chicken wings...yum yum!!!!

LOL look at the mess we cr8ed after eating. downed a yr of caffeine intake in juz one meal.

then we strolled arnd in ikea having fun, joking as we walked. ahah watch the pic below.
looks like kayda eh? BWAHAHA

ahah ill stop rite here. had a gr8 day. heh.

darling (shoe)

2006-08-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

BWAHAHAH today's a very fine day. tho i had to see assholes at sch.
ahah lemme tell ya why.
ive found a new love!!!! BWAHAHAHA!!!!

ok after sch...went back to kranji to catch up wif my dear mr lim and ms lai. lol guess wad was the first sentence ms lai asked when she saw me? well i guessed it spot on. she asked, "hey professor, u now got do hw anot?"
ahah so typical of her. didnt chat much wif her tho. bleh...really missed the good ol' days back in kranji whr i slacked thru'out classes while crapping wif the tchers. ahah i was the biggest slacker in class la. (i am rite now too in my class lol) everyday whenever tchers ask for hw to be passed up, i alwaes seem to be invisible. they dun even bother to ask me ahah.

ok guess its useless to ponder over the past.
lets move on to my darling!!! =DD

ok after going back to kranji. i went to find "her".
ahah spent the whole day tryin to get "her" to be mine.
keep asking for her number the whole day long and i tell ya. it aint an easy thing. it was so mentally draining. keep asking and asking. and every single time...i failed.
ah urgh i was so sad la...i was so afraid dat i couldnt get "her". so i cont'd asking for "her" number. followed her all arnd bugging and bugging.
and...finally!
i got the number i wanted!!!!
yepp the number is....
8.5!!!! heh. u dun get wad im talking abt? nvm.
this is my darling below.

omg "she"s so sleek so perfect so sexy!!!! lol im crazy.
ok its plain but well..."perfection in simplicity" bwahaha =DD

2006-08-30T17:13:00.000+08:00

ahah the holidays are finally here. *grins widely* (heh no emoticons)
hmm gonna buy new shoes tml so...heh.

school today was pretty short. well i tried to pay attention today for once. but u know...dat's not very possible ahah.
oh and we had pe today. and wth...i sprained my index finger or bent or wadeva. and urgh...its hurting now even as i type. bleh.
well after lessons, me soon alvin stayed back for a while to celebrate xue er's, kok kun and hazwani's bdae. met cy and gang so we hanged out tgt. played stupid worms on our hp lol.
ahah worms is damn fun i tell ya. =DD
imagine 3 jc guys watching a puny k750i like three 3 yr old kids lol.
and we're laughing so loudly too lol. worms is a really dumb but fun game ahah. =DD
i mean its like those stupid bananas blasting all over the place. and i mostly bombed myself more than i bombed the enemies so haha so dumb la.

oh and haha my eyes are full for today. heh u know wad i mean eh?
saw enuff of my eye candies! heh. (evil grin)
hmm...im too much of a visual person. i needa look and stare hard before ill be satisfied ahah. so u cant really blame me. blame god for giving me a pair of eyes =DD

hmm..since im talking abt visuals i tell ya something quite related. or not. wadeva!
im treating those dat i dislike or see "buay song" as invisible.
ahah dats coz i told myself, its useless to get angry over them. juz let idiots be idiots, assholes be assholes, and not care abt them. so heh, dat made my life much easier. peeps, u shld try dis some day.
ahah so random huh.

well stay happy guys! and take care! =DD
dun let bastards affect ur lives =DD

2006-08-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

wow a miracle juz happened today, like any other monday or tuesday.
i survived STW's lesson!!!! =DD
dats coz i haf developed a foolproof method on countering the likes of such tchers.
dats is...to take them as invisible lol. so during classes, i would stare at the board and even if she's staring at us or something, i'd juz cont staring at the whiteboard so i wun see her face =DD
ok dis is so random so bleh.

well tml's the last actual studying day for the whole of this term so guys...open the champagne blast the music and lets start parteeying!
woohoo holidays. i juz love em.
sleepovers, movies, slacking tgt...such fun.
bleh nvm abt holidays alrdy.
ok i think im sounding like a gay so wth =/

hmm...had chem spa today and i tell ya.
spa aint an easy thing. i totally screwed up for mine and it aint a very nice experience to haf.
urgh...
it was my turn to be assessed by the tcher. then i was supposed to pour the reactant in and swirl the flask. however as usual, my butter fingers did their part and i pour the solution right onto the table. it was so dumb la. then i was like, wad the hell?
ahah it was pretty funny tho. i turned and stared at mrs jasima wif the usual stupid look i put on when i did not do my hw. arun was juz beside me and he kinda smiled when he saw wad i did lol.
he wasnt much well of either. he did the adding of solution and swirling perfectly, only to find dat the inverted burette wasnt filled with water ahah. so both of us had to redo the experiment =/
so it turned out dat i didnt haf enuff time.
kudos to me for being such a klutz. =DD

ah i go slp la. faster slp faster sch holidae!!! heh. =DD

odac sheares bridge

2006-08-27T17:10:00.000+08:00

todaes the sheares(did i spell it correctly?) bridge run. and urm we took part in the 10km run non competitive when deres the much much much much easier 6km run.

we started off right at the back coz some big shot has to wake up late and make us ALL wait for him. thx arh wyner. well so we started off walking and walking. we did jog tho but dere was simply too much ppl to even run in a straight line so...bleh. aiya its not dat im a slacker dat i didnt run. wait im one, but u get my point la.
so we juz jogged walked jogged walked. more on the walk part lol.
juz then, it started to rain. yepp it rained while we were in the middle of the run and omg i was so drenched. my shoes were so soaked that my feet felt like they were in fish tanks. yepp i had smelly shoes, feet, toes. u name it, ive got it. gross rite? =/
ok so we were running in the rain. and we aint got umbrellas mind u.
we stopped for a while for the rain to diminish and then cont'd.
btw the run was pretty messed up. we were spread arnd so bleh couldnt talk cock tgt. lol.
ran ran ran and then catched up wif the rest somehow and stuck tgt. oh yah btw ah soon ran damn fast eh? lol. ran off then couldnt see him at all lol.

hmm...we then reached a junction wif 2 ways to go.
i tot we were gonna run straight then suddenly the stupid 'mr direction' said "those running for 10k pls turn to ur left!"
and i was like...%)()(*@#)(*@)(@!*!!!!!!
after we turned left there was like no one else liao lol. all those who slacked wif us were those running, or shld i say walking, for 6km.
so we ran alone as an odac. yepp really no one else except for a guy wif a small little gurl. omg we so slow until same speed as a 9yr old gurl? pathetic rite? lol.
budden ok la quite cool to run at the back lol. i missed those days whr i walked thru'out 6.4km during badminton trng and then show attitude to the coach =DD

ok we ran and ran then finally reached the part which those stupid 6km slackers cut us off from.
budden there was like not a single soul left and we were all wondering...did every1 pack up and had alrdy left? lol.
however, us being the pjc odac team nvr gave up and cont'd wif the "never say die" spirit. lol i sound like some idiot rite now but nvm.
we ran on and we finally reached the bend arnd the finishing line.

i dunno if its coincidence or wad but the moment we approached the finishing line, the song "bad day" had juz started. so the stupid commentator was like "all right those guys over there! the bunch in yellow, we have not 4gotten u guys!"
then he started singing " i know u guys...had a bad day!"
budden ok la he was cheering for us so he got away scotfree without being ripped up by me.
lol did i mention that abt 100+ ns men were cheering for us too? lol. it was kinda dumb la. to finish last yet being cheered like we've won the race lol.
budden i guess dat shows dat we nvr gave up? lol.
oh yah!!! we got on tv too =DD
"suria" came us to do a live telecast wif us as backgrnd lol. so the whole odac team was cheering behind. yep i know we muz haf looked pretty dumb but it was fun eh?

ok i realized i had written quite a fair bit so bleh in short, today was quite a fun day la lol.
we're happy losers aft all =DD

root beer.

2006-08-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

hmm...after so many ppl telling me dat stupid emoticons like...=DD or =/ or =x or xD or X.X...
urgh the list goes on and on, ive decided to stop (or at least reduce using them all tgt)

erm ok.
ive been a bad boy todae. slacked thru'out the entire day without touching or even looking once at hw!!! ok nvm abt dat coz dats how i spent my days in sec sch so wadeva!
well old pal rk came to my hse todae coz his com at home is spoilt and he wanted to transfer some songs over. being the good ol' fren of his, i let him come to my hse. (yepp im a kind soul)
we practically slacked thru'out the whole day. listening to songs and watching my stupid dog chasing after him lol. haha to tell u the truth..my dog was getting horny lol omg!!! sick dog! %)(@*$)(*
then we met up wif the other old pals of the bb gang. (ok we're not ah guas cy. =.=)
played pool. (btw did i tell u b4 dat i suck at pool?)
well and i spoiled my dear rk's sleep for tonite.
i broke his one and only bottle of root beer. omg im so baddddd.
i was like trying to help him open his bottle of root beer when my fingers slipped. wait wait...its not my sweat. its the water that condensed on the stupid bottle so dun think funny dude.
and...tada! we haf a stupid broken bottle of root beer on the flr. i guess he's damn sad now la lol. sry rk. =x

well for this little last part here...im gonna release all the frustration tt ive bottled up. not much vulgarities tho =DD
lemme ask u guys...do u guys want to be frenz wif a bastard when u know very well dat he treats gurls as objects? (toys or trophies, it doesnt matter either way)
nvm mind abt he being a flirt or a bastard.
but can u actually be frenz wif sum1 so assed up, dat he can call up a gurl,every single nite wityhout fail, dat another fren of urs fancies?
i mean like such a bastard really exists on earth?
screw dat guy man. ill rip off his fucking balls and step on em like im burstin balloons the nxt time he messes wif me. i'd swear ill shove his fucking dick up his ass when he does. take dat, assclown. _l_ _l_

2006-08-26T15:33:00.000+08:00

hmm...didnt get to post ytd coz i was so damn tired =/
my arms are breaking alrdy...T.T

ah..ok i did some thinking again.
and...i realized tt i still cant 4get abt her!!! %)(@*$)(@*%)(@*!!!!
urgh...how to 4get? =/
anws...lets not talk abt her alrdy lol.

heh btw i juz knew tt one of my many (yepp MANY) eyecandies is a retainee. =/
ah...sad case rite? lol.
too bad shes older than me lol so...urgh.
kk im sounding like a flirt rite now, but i assure u im not. =DD at least i dun call gurls everynite =x
aiya lets let dis post be a short one...
so cya!! =DD

2006-08-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

er...omg i juz knew tt our dear handsome mr tan ing keat reads our blogs?!
and dats like so...?!?!?. lol =x
omg i think he saw some stuff dat no tchers are supposed to see lol but...who cares? =.=
ok nvm lets move on wif life. =DD

hmm...c-riously...i dunno wad to write. =.=
lemme think... (paused for like 5-10mins?)
oh i know! =DD
heh ok todae's the sports meet rite? and yepp i attended it =DD
not like my sis who ran out of sch lol. =x
ok thru'out the sports meet...i was actually not very concerned wif the events lol. well...it bcoz "she" was one of the helpers and omg...i juz realized tt i still cant stop looking at her!!!!! WTH?! %)@*$)@(%*%@. some1...burn my eyes for god's sake.
ok nvm abt her. =/ there's alwaes the touch rug team!!! LOL =DD
well, i saw alvin running todae once again. and...LOL!!! he run damn funny today. run until machiam wanna fly siah. =.= he was like striding so widely that his shorts were gonna tear anytime. his arms were like jerking so weirdly? LOL. aiya 1 word ----> retarded. LOL =DD
aiya the sports meet was pathetic la lol. there was like totally no atmosphere at all? and every1 was like so bored lol. ok maybe only me. =.=

ah...btw i think its high time i stopped this monk nonsense LOL =x
well its coz i am too much of a passionate person i guess? and i cant stop stuff like these LOL. (wth i sound really disgusting.)
moreover i had enuff of gurls crying over me being a monk so...tada! im monk no more! =DD
so those crying gurls out there. u can stop crying now. =DD
(OMG LOL!!! i sound so bhb!!! =.= )

2006-08-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

er...

i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese.
i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese.
i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese.
i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese.
i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese.
i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese.
i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese. i hate chinese.
and... i FUCKING HATE CHINESE!!!!!!!!

enough? u get my point? =.=
ok lemme explain a lil...
well u guys know abt my file eh? ppl like yna juz tell me to stuff all those shit in and pass up. the prob is...i dun even haf shit to file in!!! =.= my file is like not even half of others? zz. omg i am such a failure. =.= i tot of filing empty stacks of foolscap paper juz to make up the numbers. sound dumb rite? =.=
ok fuck files. lets move on to not so depressing topics lol. yepp, u've guessed it. its abt monks again! =DD

ok bleh so i went for nite study todae. and once again. i failed as a monk lol =x
aiya u cant blame me la. its the touch rug gurls' fault =DD who ask SOME OF THEM to be so cute? (kk wait due to some controversy...i edited this part) LOL. =.=
oh wait...if ure wondering, im not looking at giraffes. lol =x u know who im toking abt eh? =/
lol this had better not get out.
ah btw eh...being a monk is really really hard. yepp it sure is. everytime im trying to study, my eyes will shift from the worksheet to sumthing else.and all of a sudden, im like staring at gurls. =o lol sum1...pls burn my eyes!!!! =/
budden actually...this also means tt i aint addicted to "her" anymore =DD
at least i look at other gurls so....BWAHAHHA lol xD
maybe ill stop being a monk and all the nonsense. =x
lol yepp. im useless. even fail as a monk lol. im better off dead. X.X

chinese file incident

2006-08-21T21:21:00.000+08:00

urgh...had a pretty trashed up day todae.
went to see william hung early in the mornin, so whaddya say? =.=
was pretty lethargic the whole day so...practically dragged my feet all day long in sch.
and i didnt haf a single clue wad the tcher was teaching in all of the lessons. (omg im gonna retain..T.T)

oh and theres maths and chinese for todae..so %)(*Q%@_*)(@&)*^!!!
luckily we had test for maths and didnt haf to hear the stupid pig's voice pretty much.
chinese was hell tho.
we were supposed to hand in all our assignments that we didnt hand in as well as our beloved chinese file. and as u guessed it...i didnt haf any of the two. yepp, im the young and hopeless.
and..zz i got scolded. haha im used to it but wth...this tcher has a god damned irritating voice!!! =.= i hear until sian. juz then alvin did sumthing stupid lol. =/
he went and kinda opposed the tcher? lol. his face was damn fierce i swear lol.
blah blah blah and then...the tcher was kinda pissed so blah blah. aiya i very lazy now la...lazy to write out the details lol. imagine urself? =DD u guys shld know how alvin acts when he's pissed la lol.

so in the end?...we all had to hand in our god damned files or our parents will haf to be called up. %)()(*!$#(*^%)#@()@(*)(*!!!!!
zz...everytime liddat...wtf =.= I HATE GOD DAMNED FILES!!!!! I HATE CHINESE!!!! I HATE STUDYING!!!!! I HATE LIFE!!!!!! T^%)(*@)(*@#!!!!!!!!
why cant tcher juz get a life? =.=
ppl dun wan hand in hw juz heck care and move on wif life la...zz. all tchers haf to do is put a zero rite??? =.= juz give me a god damned red big zero!!!! and stop the calling parents shit. its like so not annoying la. and i am so god damned happy abt it. (hurhurhur...fuck off tchers!!! ..l.. ..l..)
careful guys...i may burn this freaking school down out of anger someday...

urgh...been scolding too much vulgarities lately. come on dude...ure a monk and monks aint supposed to scold vulgarities. oo maybe cool monks do? lol. say sanzo from sayuki reload? lol.
haiZz..guess life juz plain suck.

2006-08-20T20:18:00.000+08:00

ah...this post is gonna be a v.boring one lol. so dun bother reading? =.=

hmm...did nth much todae. met up wif soon and old pal rk to study at jurong lib.
i guess i did pretty much hw todae (considering its me =.=) so...haha yea =DD
oh btw...being a monk is pretty tough job lol.
i kinda failed as a monk todae lol =x well...we went to jurong lib rite? and naturally...theres many gurls studying there too...so. being a normal guy, i...eh heh. (look at gurls la!) =DD
lol tts not wad a monk supposed to do eh? but...who cares? =DD eyes are meant for us to look at beautiful stuff eh? heh =DD

ok...i haf nth else to tok abt so..heh be happy guys!!! =DD

stomach pain day

2006-08-19T00:12:00.000+08:00

urgh...my stomach's hurting like hell recently. FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING PAIN!!!(ok ill stop)
had trouble even walking home properly. =.=
ahah...poor soon, siang and daniao had to accompany me. i was like stopping after every 10 steps or so to catch a breather and juz endure the pain =/

ah...ok now i shall start my "monkish" preaching =DD
hmm...thinking like a monk is really relaxing lol. eh now i dun really feel sad when i see her in sch =DD and ive oso stopped looking at her in sch(or at least reduced) =DD
ok for now i know she's got sum mister j1?? (think i know who) and haha im kinda glad for her if she is happy =DD but ah...she doesnt seem to be lol =/
haha yepp my level of thinking is brought to another lvl again bwahaha. =DD lol i sound so noble eh? yepp i am xD

oh and one more thing. STUPID WILLIAM HUNG CAUGHT ME FOR MY HAIR!!!! %)(*@(^*_^)^(@)+_(^!!!!
i haf to go cut it all again only after barely 2 weeks!?!?! cb knn fuk nb lj!!!! =.=
stupid loser siah he...nth better to do..zz lol. but a monk has to love all living creatures? ahahha so tt jerk gets to live another day i guess. =DD

eh go slp better la. =DD a monk has to rest too. so haha nitez =))

2006-08-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

im back after 2 suffering days from sickness =DD

ah...this is gonna be quite a short post. i think?
ok my thoughts once again...
ive been thinking pretty much and i figured out something..
"clouds are beautiful, but no matter how hard u try. u will never reach them."
guess ive finally realized this fact so...urgh.
i think i knew from the start. that her heart aint mine to start wif. so i guess its once again me and my dog ( sounds wrong eh? =.= no i dun mean anything dirty for god's sake)
ah...its been quite a wild chase and eh...i give up now so ill juz be a...
M.O.N.K.
ah...dun worry abt me (if u even care =/) for im not sum emo-freak in real life tho i sound like one now lol. think ill maybe be frens wif her or something. yepp...ive lost all hope.

its over.
i knew this would come.
for her heart aint mine to start wif.
perhaps im dumb.
for trying to reach out to the clouds.
but you know...you wun know lest you try.
ive been there, tried it.
jumped as high as i could,
only to fall down as hard as i should.
but i know now, tho clouds are beautiful,
that they are never meant to be mine.

2006-08-15T11:40:00.000+08:00

hmm...ok here i am talking to myself again =.=
ok im sick. rejoice dudes! u dun haf to face this assclown (me duh) in sch for one day so u guys better enjoy urselves while u can =DD

putting tt aside...im gonna share my thoughts and feelings again.
guys...i feel lousy todae. its not me being sick vommitting and stuff, its abt me. here i go again, hj the emo-freak. urgh...sometimes i really do feel that my life is a very very pathetic one. on all aspects, im a failure. =.= in sch, i get scolded all the time for not doing my work. at home, all i do is slack slack and slack. its like im a useless dude eh? sumtimes i juz wished tt i wasnt born at all. =/
theres also "her". in sch i juz cant bring myself to face her. and shes like avoiding me too. so urgh....%)@(*#)(*_()@%)(*)$*!@$!!!! well...i keep telling myself to stop being so stupid but urgh...u know, stuff like these are so heart wrenching.

URGH!!!! %(*)*$@#$%@%9!!!
yepp life sux.

abt her (14/8)

2006-08-14T20:54:00.000+08:00

hmm...so yepp this post is abt her and my stupid thoughts =x ok sry guys...im gonna sound like a emo-freak again =/

ok i dunno if this is good or bad (i think its the latter) tt i keep bumping into her at sch. its like so common lah..and i dun feel its gd this way =.= coz everytime i see her i feel so awkward and shes like avoiding me and lookin' away oso la so...urgh...but...nvm! coz ima cool guy now =DD (ok i know wad u guys are thinking -> "oh dere...hes going at it again. being all crazy") but hahaz im a crazy guy to start wif so...yepp =.=
hmm...guys i suggest u buy me a book called "dealing wif unrequited love for dummies". haha im broke and i cant afford it so lol buy me tt!!! i serious right here so stop rolling ur eyes dude. =DD
ok ill stop being lame and lets move on to the flamer's post heh heh (grins =DD)

2006-08-14T20:37:00.000+08:00

hmm...got pretty much stuff to say even tho its a monday =/ (a recount of todae/abt her/and a flamer's post)
ok lemme start of wif da recount of todae =DD

well...todae is a wretched day man, lemme tell ya why
i woke up being so tired and lethargic (oh cmon its a monday!) and i 4got to bring my collar pin too. well i guess deres alwaes my trusty sis who brought me my collar pin =DD. ok after going to meet soon and siang, we barely managed to get up the bus. i was like standing at the last step of bus door and the old lady beside me was like so...freaking noisy!! %)(#*$(%(*#&
she kept shouting sum malay gibberish to the driver and i was right beside her so it was so damn noisy la.

so blah blah blah and tada! we reached sch. oo surprisingly i didnt get scolded once at all todae for not doing hw or wadeva nonsense. but it aint all smooth sailing i tell ya. hmm...i was dozing off in most of the lessons i had todae i guess. oh the chem lecture esp. the chem lecturer keep rattling on and on abt wadeva stupid chem stuff and omg she was like speaking to herself. i alwaes wondered how she became a lecturer when all she can do is read from the notes =.=
ill skip the boring usual lessons and lets move on to the stupid aces day dance thingy.

yepp. its like 5pm and i am damn tired...and yet, we haf to learn sum freaking dance for pe lesson. tt dance is so god damned freaking stupid lame wadeva blah blah! and rmb..i haf a stupid econs test right after the %)#@*$)(@* pe lesson so whaddya say? =/ so i dragged my feet into lt3 right after the pe lesson. i was so bored dude. i almost fell aslp while doing the test...but the test seems pretty ez to me eh? weird? yepp. every1 beside me was like "omg die! im gonna flunk again". but well...its alwaes the case whr i feel i would do better tt i nvr manage to pass so...god bless myself? =.=

hmm...after the test i wanted to stay back for night study. but ah...i was too lazy i guess. so blah i went home and here i am wasting my time blogging. seriously...sum1 pls spank my ass and force me to do sum hw =/

lame short post

2006-08-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

hmm...ok i really got nth better to do so im back!! =DD

hahaz...wasted the whole day rottin' at home =.= while i haf a whole row of tests the nxt week? lol =/ guess im courting death =x ok yepp. ive got nth to do so i guess ill post a joke? lol tts lame eh?

A contestant on "Who Wants to be a Millionaire?" had reached the final plateau. If she answered the next question correctly, she would win $1,000,000. If she answered incorrectly, she would pocket only the $32,000 milestone money. And as she suspected it would be, the million-dollar question was no pushover.
It was, "Which of the following species of birds does not build its own nest, but instead lays its eggs in the nests of other birds?
Is it:
A) the condor;
B) the buzzard;
C) the cuckoo; or
D) the vulture?"
The woman was on the spot. She did not know the answer. And she was doubly on the spot because she had used up her 50/50 Lifeline and her Audience Poll Lifeline. All that remained was her Phone-a-Friend Lifeline, and the woman had hoped against hope that she would not have to use it, mainly because the only friend that she knew would be home happened to be a blonde. But the contestant had no alternative. She called her friend and gave her the question and the four choices.
The blonde responded unhesitatingly: "That's easy. The answer is C: The cuckoo."
The contestant had to make a decision and make it fast. She considered employing a reverse strategy and giving any answer except the one that her friend had given her. And considering that her friend was a blonde, that would seem to be the logical thing to do. On the other hand, the blonde had responded with such confidence, such certitude, that the contestant could not help but be persuaded.
"I need an answer," said the host. Crossing her fingers, the contestant said, "C: The cuckoo."
"Is that your final answer?" asked the host.
"Yes, that is my final answer." replied the contestant.
Thirty seconds later, Eddie said, "I regret to inform you, but that answer is... absolutely correct. You are now a millionaire!"
Three days later, the contestant hosted a party for her family and friends-- including the blonde who had helped her win the million dollars.
"Jenny, I just do not know how to thank you," said the contestant. "Because of your knowing the answer to that final question, I am now a millionaire.
And do you want to know something? It was the assuredness with which you answered the question that convinced me to go with your choice. By the way, how did you happen to know the right answer?"
"Oh, come on," said the blonde. "Everybody knows that cuckoos don't build nests. They live in clocks."

reflections on ma life =DD

2006-08-13T14:56:00.000+08:00

hmm...did sum reflections over the past few days and so i guess ill share wif ya guys =DD

ok this is quite non relevant but nvm lol.ive been pondering abt my "sadness" over the past few days and i felt tt i was so stupid lol =.=
ok..i mean its like im courting this gurl and yet i feel so sad? lol. its kinda stupid u see? well...love is sumthing tt is meant to be happy abt and yet i felt so sad instd. i was like "omg...why aint she replying?". i was like so sad in sch i think and my frenz were all saying.."relax lah..." or "dun worry". so...yepp! i decided to change!!! =DD yea im gonna be who i really am (crazy guy?) and not be alwaes thinking of her =DD yepp...i will still think of her but ill be happy to think of her =DD. ok nvm if u dun get it =DD lol im crazy ~.~

besides tt...i think diff'ly now too =DD. im not gonna think "why aint she replying" and stuff. its now "i get to see her in sch and im happy =DD" yepp...those stuff =DD lol. lol i wonder wad will happen if she saw these stuff =.= hope she doesnt =x

hmm...maybe im gonna be a cool guy! (according to alvin) =DD lol well i guess jc is meant to be like tt? studies,cca,sports,frenz, and maybe her? yepp...not all on her lol. hahaz im going all crazy again so nvm abt me =DD

oh yah..last part, this is to all those guys same as me? (like sum1 =x) lol.
dun think too much alrdy. theres no pt being sad =.= so dun torture urself by being sad? lol =x so c'mon cheer up and be happy =DD theres alwaes frenz arnd u that want u to be happy lol =DD

ill go now and...be happy guys!!! =DD

2006-08-12T16:42:00.000+08:00

haha im back =DD
ah..im bored so ill talk abt ytd nite =/

oh well...odac went to east coast park last nite for a trng/outing. ok we played 2 lame games at the start, dog and bone and the other which u haf to pass a loop of string arnd =/ yepp.they're lame =x ahaa...ok nvm abt tt.

after tt, we went over to rent the bikes. and dang. my bike is kinda spoilt =.= lol the chain keeps skipping at abt every 3 rounds. lol so i was kinda cursing as i rode =x ah..i cursed and sweared the whole nite >.< dang, im tarnishing the good name of the anti-vulgar campaign lol. =x oh yea..we cycled and cycled and cycled and cycled and cycled and cycled...sounds boring eh? yep it was lol. moreover they were riding so slowly... =.= well...they said its due to zang. well sumone ask zang to go attend sum crash courses on cycling pls =x lol. luckily i had chaoyi =DD lol he sang stupid songs for me at the start of the journey =/ like wadeva nehneh song and other stuff lol.
yea...we're lame peeps.

oh! we went for dinner btw. all of us cycled to the nearby hawker centre while 2 conveniently went missing xD. guess who? it's the boney guy(soon) and hamburger face(alina) !!!!! woots soon....didnt know u were such a pro (kowtows) ok they went missing for 30-60mins...ooo quality time eh? =x

so we rode on...and tada! we reached geylang. well...we saw plenty of things as we rode through geylang lol. and OMG! the whores there are so %#(&$#)(*%&#(* ugly! lol =x but ah..who gifs a shit on the face? lol well juz use a plastic bag to cover the head? =.= ok nvm abt the whores ~.~ well...we stopped at a coffeeshop. all of us went to eat "taohuay" or soya milk. well...i ordered a bowl of hot soya milk + fried fritters? (you tiao) and...OMG...the freakin' soya milk was so plain...the "youtiao" wasnt also exactly gd and it costs 80cents!!! %)#(*%_)@*$@)*(^ mhao tasted the soya milk and his face went "OMG tts disgusting" lol. luckily...theres sugar =DD lol so i dunked sugar into my soya milk repeatedly =x and...tada! i get sweet but tasteless soya milk!!! =.= ok enuff abt stupid soya shit =/

after eating...we cont'd and yay we finally got out of geylang (its a hellish place, dun ever go there >.<) oh! at tt time, we decided to split into 2 grps. weiliang led one straight back to ecp while yna (wyner) led the other to eat more "tauhuay". lol they said those they had earlier wasnt gd enuff (totally agreed =DD) i wanted to go wif yna...but by a twist of fate and sum blurness on my part, i lost em and went with weiliang instd lol. so...we went back to ecp =/

we cycled and cycled...and yepp we reached ecp. however yna and gang were there first =.= lol coz we went 1 big rnd i guess. well...at ecp, we slacked, played soccer, cycled more, and play truth or dare. oh! and sumthing stupid happened oso. =x lol we were at the beach...then there was this soccer ball. well...this soccer ball kinda rolled down to the water =/ and being the stupid and reckless me, i dashed down wif my shoes and socks on =.= lol so i ended up having to wear linkang's slippers =/ guess i was too high at tt time =x lol.

ok...then we slept and blah blah blah. the end? =DD

2006-08-12T14:45:00.000+08:00

hi guys =DD yepp...welcome to ma blog =))
hmm...ytd had a pretty fine start for me =D well i woke up as usual, brushed teeth, blah blah and went to sch =.= during my first break early in the morning, i went to the canteen and saw "her" from afar =/ as with the norm, we (soon alvin me jon) went to buy food la... then it happened. she saw me lookin at her =x (scarly she lookin at her fren behind me =.=) so i guess i kinda smiled? i didnt noe wad was i doing la lol. i was like an idiot standing there i guess. tt moment...she smiled back at me. =DDD i was like...amigawd!!! she was so cute! so gorgeous! so...perfect!!! #%(*^&$^(&_#$. (~.~ pardon me =x lol im crazy rite now) heh =/ lol ok maybe im stupid or sumthing >.< but at least tt made my day =DD